anidita : age is just a number (Completed✓)

chapter-7 being close to you ❤️

The doctor came and checked her. She was not eating properly . And due to weakness she got unconscious. He gave medicines and then leave . My tears are not stopping by seeing her condition 😢😢. I am reason of her condition . I was so harsh on her . I set beside her on the bed and caresses her hair. She is looking like a sleeping beauty

I will make her eat food when she will wake-up. After some time she steer in her sleep "patibabu..patibabu". I quickly hold her hand" Haan bondita Mai yehi hu tumhare pass chinta mat Karo Kuch nhi hoga tumhe" my voice cracking my seeing her red eyes . She must be crying for long time. I made her cry . Again tears stared flowing from my eyes . She slowly get up and wipe my tears . "Aap mat roiye patibabu Mene aapko bohut paresan Kiya hai" tears brimmed in her eyes ." Ab Mai aapko or paresan nhi karungi Mai apni maa ke pass chale jaunge or aap aaram se apna jeevan bita sakte hai." A long tear escaped from her eyes. What she said?? She want to leave me so I can live peacefully 😠😠 is she mad how can I live peacefully without her .  she  is my peace. She try to get up from bed. I hold her wrist and pulled her towards me . She fall at my lap. I hold her waist firmly." Tumhare himmat bhi  kaise huye Aisa sochne ki tum muje chodkar  jaa sakte ho" I said boldly looking directly into her eyes."aage se AISe BAAT ki toh Mai tumse Kabhi BAAT nhi karunga samje. Tum Aisa Soch bhi kaise sakte ho ki  Mai tumhare Bina kush rahunga" I questioned her angrily. " Aapne he toh Kaha  ki Mai Pasand nhi hu aapko?" She said innocently." Vo Maine gusse Mai keh Diya  tha
tumse zyada muje koi Pasand nhi , kaise batau hu ki Kitna pyarr Kartu hu tumse......" I blurted out without thinking. Actually I have holding this in me for a long time but I could not control my emotions anymore. She needs to now how important she is for me .  She looked at me confused . I cupped her face , "Bondita kaise samjaiu ki tum kya ho mere liye tum mere Zindagi ho Mera Sab Kuch ho aur isliye Mai tumse Durr Bagh Raha tha kyoki......" I stopped  abruptly how to explain her🥺 I looked here and there to find right words . She cupped my face " batayiye na patibabu kyu bhag rhe the mujse Durr" I need to tell her.
" Bondita  Mai tumhe hurt nhi karna chata na meri batao se na mere actions par jab USS din hum itne Karib aagye toh muje darr lagne lag gya Kahi Mai apni hadh parrr na kardu isliye tumse duri banane laga . Tum abhi bhi ek teenager he ho isliye Mai tumhe distract nhi karna chata tha"I said and tears escaped from my eyes. She wiped my tears with her soft hands and hugged me . We both cry in each other embrace . " Please patibabu Kabhi muje aise dubara  kudse  dur mat kijeyega," she said sobbing "Kabhi nhi tum mera Sab Kuch ho bondita Mai tumse  dur kaise  reh Sakta hu" I said crying in her embrace . After sometime we break the hug . I gesture her to smile
She smiles  and I also smile by seeing her beautiful smile. I bring food and we both fed each other after that I made her eat her medicine . She make annoying faces but finnaly eat it
I made her lie down on bed and tuck her in blanket . I was about to leave but she hold my hand . I turned to see her . She made puppy cute face. "Please patibabu aaj mujse dur mat jaiye mere pass he Ruk jaiye muje darr lag Raha hai" I looked  at her tear brimmed eyes.  I also want to be with her . I  don't want to leave her alone  but I am afraid of the consequences of sleeping with her when I know that I am already having a tough time to control myself. But I can't disappoint her . She already cried so much because of me. I agreed to sleep with  her. I  don't think  so it is wise to sleep in the same blanket so I went to  study to bring by blanket. When I entered in room she has changed in he the night saree . She is looking  damn gorgeous . Her pallu was tide loosely which shows a good part of her soft waist.

Don't think like that Anirudh!!!!😳😳😳
I mentally scold my self. I quietly went to other side of bed and slept there facing opposite side. She slowly come and laid on other corner of bed. My heart was throbbing in my chest for no reason . I was so nervous and my body was sweating. She kept her hand on my shoulder ." Kya hua patibabu aap thik toh haina itna paseena kyu aa Raha hai aaapko" she asked me concerned. How to tell her that I am nervous because I am sleeping next to my wife for the first time😳😳. "Arey Aapka shareer toh thanda pad rha hai aapko thand lag rhe rukiye Mera blanket odd ligeye yeh zyada garam  hai" she tucked me with her in her blanket . I think she can easily  hear my loud heartbeat . My heart is about to come out. She wrapped her soft arms around me . My. Face is near the crook of  her neck . Oh god?!!! What are you doing bondita . She is so close to me . She think that I am feeling cold but the real reason of my condition is just her 🤒🤕🤕. " Ab aapko thik lag Raha hai na patibabu". I  cannot control anymore her scent is intoxicating me. I wrapped my hand around her waist .and smelled her neck . I feel her heartbeat increasing. I slowly kissed the crook of her neck . She gasp . This made me out of control I cupped her face and kiss on her jawline . I pulled her more closer her body collides with  me sending jolt of energy in my whole body
I can feel her curves . Now my  eyes get  on her irrestiable lips . I want to capture them . It was a very strong desire . I was not in my senses at all . I slowly kissed her lips . I cannot stop now I kissed her more passionately. My hands moving on her bare waist. I am feeling different sensation in my body . I cannot move my handsnor my lips from her.
Her touch ,Her feel is intoxicating me. I was totally lost in her. I never longed so much for someone . I feel like I can kissed her forever. I broke the kiss and started kissing her neck slowly she gasps "patibabu" it was a very faint sound but it gets me in reality . I cannot not do this things with her it is not the right time . Control ..Anirudh ..control........ Oh god!!! It very hard to control desires . I close my eyes tightly to hold on my desires. I opened my eyes her eyes are already closed I kissed on her foread . ".Good night jaan" slowly sleep engulfed both of us.

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