anidita : age is just a number (Completed✓)

chapter- 9 crossing line

I was in deep thinking when somebody closed my eyes from behind. My heartbeat started increaseing. My Bondita. I know only she can make my heart skip. " Bondita Mai janta hu tum ho", I said smiling." Patibabu aap hamesha kaise pechan Lete hai" she complained making a pout . I chuckle at her childish behaviour. " Tumhare chune se, Acha tum Yaha kya Kar rhe ho" . Suddenly she make annoying face and turned her face . Oh again my little wife's tantrums. " Kya hua bondita naraj hai Apne patibabu se Acha Baba bata toh do Maine Kiya kya hai" I made her turned towards me by holding her shoulder. " Aap bohut bure hai aap apna bilkul dhyan nhi rakte , muje Bina bataye kyu aagye hai, aur nasta bhi nhi Kiya . Aapko mere bilkul fikar nhi hai." She complained. I always wonder why she is so good and pure . She always care about others . She always reminds me of my mother . I lost her when I was young. I always crave for a mother's affection.and then bondita came into my life . She took care of me like a mother . I am falling for her more and more. " Acha sorry baba aage se nhi hoga" I said holding my ears. She slightly smile." Itne aasane se maaf nhi karege bondita aapko. Hmmmm... Uske badle roshgulle khilane padenge"she said excitedly . I hold her hands "pakka aaj he khilaungA" she left my hand and shows me a Tiffin box.
" Yeh dekheye Aapka manpasand Khana,chaliye jaldi batayiye bohut bhuk lag rhe hoge na . Mai aapko Apne hatho se khilaunge'"she made me sit on the chair and Started serving food . Why are you so good bondita. My eyes became moist my seeing her care for me. I sometimes wonder that I don't deserve her love . I am not good enough for her. But she always make me feel that I deserve to be loved . I love her so much 💕💕💕💕.we had our lunch together and after that we went home happily.

In the night it was raining heavily. I went to bondita's room to check whether windows are closed or not. As I opened the door I saw she was not in the room
I was about to call her and suddenly the bathroom door opened and she came out. It was magnificent sight. She was draped in a thin white sarees and her hairs are wet.the saree stick to her wet body. I felt different sensation in my body as she looked towards me.

My mind started to get blank . Desire rush through my viens if I will stand their for another second I will loose my self control. " Patibabu aap Yaha Kuch kaam tha" she came dangerously close to me. Oh god!! bondita don't do it . "Vo ... Mai ... Toh bas yeh dekhne Aaya tha ki khidki band hai aaj bohut tufhan aa Raha hai na" I stammered. And then my eyes fell on her waist . I can easily see it through her transparent saree. I feel a sudden urge to touch her. It was a very strong urge . I cannot resist it. I put my hand slowly around her waist and pulled her towards  me . A sudden jolt of electricity flows through my body as her body collides with me . I want her to be like that only . I want no gap between us. My mind was again clouded . I cannot think .
I was just doing what my hands are doing . I smelled her wet hair . It was intoxicating. I can feel her heartbeat racing too. I slowly cupped her cheek and kisses her eyelids. And then her nose . And then I looked at her quivering lips which I want to feel again. I kissed her lips slowly and then the kissed turned passionate .I picked her up in bridal style and take her to bed without breaking the kiss . I was not in senses . My mind was clouded I can just feel the desire which want her just her. I laid her on bed and started kissing her neck. " Patibabu" she let out a soft moan. Which makes me more aroused I cannot control anymore. I moved down towards her waist. I slide her pallu a little and I can see her navel . I kissed her stomach her navel. Her milky white skin feels so good against my lips I started kissing her cleavage. She let out soft moan . I want to feel her against my body . I was about to remove her pallu from her body butt.. then suddenly bondita hugged me . And then I  realize what I was doing . I felt like a criminal . I immediately get out of bed and left the room without looking back . . I can't go back to explain her the happenings . I don't have that much courage. I went to my study and closed the door . Today I have crossed my limits if I had not stopped . I would have taken her by now . I hold my head in my hands . What the hell had happened to me!!!!!. My desires are conquering my mind now. Was Salim right I would end up doing wrong with Bondita. I don't want it to happen I would not able to meet my eyes ever in my life. Why.. why.. I feel so frustrated. Why I am not able to control my self. What should I do .!!!!!!!!

Precap- a wrong step