this story is inspired from serial barrister babu
it is based on my imagination
it portrays Anirudh's feeling developing for bondita
I am writing for the first time 😳.
⚠️⚠️This is my original work of fiction don't copy it⚠️⚠️⚠️
I woke with a headache . I slowly get up to see where I am . It is bondita's room . What I am doing here . And then to my horror I found myself naked . Where are my clothes . I quickly picked them up and strated wearing . And then I realized that somebody is on the bed . I turned to see the sight which shook me to the core. Bondita was sleeping on bed ..... with just blanket .. around her .
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And then reality struck me . What I did yesterday night . I fell on the ground . This is not real . I can't do it. No... It's not possible . I sit there like a statue . What the hell I did. I quickly run out of the room without paying heed to anyone . I just ran and ran . I don't know where I am going . I just want to escape everything . I stopped at the end of cliff breathing heavily . I am not a human . I am a monster ...... I took her innocence away . I am a monster . I felt on my knees and cried hard . How could I do it . I spoiled her life the person whom I loved the most . I don't have any right to live . I want to die . Yes ! I have to die. I had spoiled her life . . I was about to jump off the cliff but someone called me ." Kya tumhare Marne se bondita ki jindagi sudhar Jayegi itna dukh toh de chuke ho usse ab kya ussse ek vidwa bhi banana chate ho jante nhi yeh Samaj ek vidwa me sath kya karta hai" . My inner voice speak . I stepped back . I cannot die . What will happen with her after that . The society will never let her live peacefully . But what could I do know . I again kneelt on ground and strated crying bitterly . I have spoiled everything . After crying for almost two hours . I decided that I will sent her away from me . Just by thinking about it my heart wrench . How I am going to live without her . She is my life . But this is my punishment . I will have to survive it . This is for her betterment only . I decided that I will sent her to boarding school . That is the best way to kept her away from me . I quickly get up and went to take the admission form .
By the time I get home it's already evening . I directly went to my study . Today I have to become a heartless person . Yes! I have to do it . It's for her better future only . I heard sound of anklets . She must be coming . I closed my eyes to control my emotions . She quickly come and hugged me from behind . How badly I want to hug her but I can't ........ " Aap Kaha the subah se pata hai Kitna dar gyi the Mai " she cried at my back . Now u have to be strong Anirudh .. for her bright future . U have to do it. I closed my eyes gathering all the courage. I slowly removed her hand from my torso and turned towards her. Her eyes are already teary . Why do u care so much about me when I am a monster who took your innocence away at such a tender age . I cursed myself . Now I have to do it . " Mai yeh Lene Gaya tha" I handed her admission form without any expression. But my eyes are already teary. No Anirudh u can't cry . I turned my face in other direction . Few tears fell but I quickly wiped them. I can't heard anything from her side so I turned back again . She looked stunned . And then tears started falling from her eyes . Oh how much I hate this but I have to do it 😭😭😭 I have to... For her..... " Yeh Sab ... Kya hai .. Mai aapse dur nhi jaoge please Aisa mat kijeye . She strated crying bitterly by holding my hand . I am getting weak . No Anirudh be strong . " Yeh Mera aakrhre Faisla hai " I spoke sternly but my voice is cracking . If I spoke another word I will definitely will breakdown in front of her. I again turned in different direction and let my silent tears fall . She hold my arm and turned me towards her with a jerk " aakhri Faisla matlab ..... Maine kiya kya hai patibabu kyu dur bejna chathe hai kudhse ......Kahi isliye toh nhi ki ham kal Raat kareeb Aaye the... Mai aaj ke BAAD Kabhi Aapke pass nhi aaunge par please muje kudhse dur mat bejiye ..please..." She joined her hands in front of me . Why u are making it so difficult for me just accept it please please bondita ..... " Maine kah na tumhe Jana he padega aaj apna sarra Saman pack Kar lo .kal subah tumhe chod aaunga " I said without any emotion . But inside I am dieing . " Kah Diya matlab kya Mera Jivan koi khel nhi ki aap chaye joh ho Mai Kahi nhi jaunge yeh Mera aakhri Faisla hai " she spoke angrily with teary eyes . Now I have to play my last weapon ." Tumhe mere kasam " I know she would not deny now . Infinite tears strated rolling from her eyes . I close my eyes . I can't see. It is most horrific sight for me. She take her steps backward and run towards her room while crying . As soon as she leave . I started crying bitterly as I will never stop . My life has gone away from me . How I will live without her . I am nothing without her . ......
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