Part 3: Everything on fire

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Abby sighed, thinking where to start. That story was just too much for me to listen all over again. With calm, I got up and went to my room. As I was walking trough the corridor, I listened to Abby started de story, just hearing as the blondie sighed from de insane things she was hearing.

As I walked inside my room, I let myself fall into tears, even wen I had the nightmare's, I wouldn't think that much about those days. That women walking inside my house and letting me know part of Bonnie's happy life, was just too much for me to endure. Think about all that she had, that women that looks like an amazing friend, that handsome and polite boyfriend that she brought here once, all that happy life, everything without me, just like I didn't exist. I liked to think that I was better of with grandma, but sometimes all that I needed was a mother. And suddenly, all those thoughts came back, all those destructive thoughts, all those feelings of abandonment, even having the best person I could ask for in my life, all those angry feelings about not being enough for Bonnie to keep me, and take me to Mystic Falls.

And suddenly flames was around me, everything was on fire, the entire room was on flames and smoke. A very far scream echoed in my head, grandma and the blondie screaming my name, everything that I wanted was to reach out them, to reach out grandma's hand, and never feel like that again. In the middle of those screams Bonnie's voice appeared in my head and everything went dark as I feel falling in to the floor.

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I woke up in somewhere I didn't recognize, with a very intense headache, grandma was at edge of the bad and Caroline was looking trough the window, in the phone.

- Grandma - I say in a low voice, I had a vague memory of screaming as the fire was around me, but nothing was clearly enough.

- Hi baby - She reach out me,  caressing my hair, a thin tear went down her cheek.

- Grandma, what happened? - I ask, cleaning the tear, to show her everything was fine.

- You don't remember? - She ask, frowning her eyebrows.

- I have a vague memory, I don.. I don't remember exactly - I respond to her, with a choked voice. I didn't knew exactly what happened. It was juts flames and screaming's and then everything black.

- Are you okay? - Blondie came from the window asking me.

- Yeas, I think so - I respond, feeling a little better, but still with a horrible headache - So where are we? - I asked looking around. That definitively wasn't my house. It was rich and bright, hotel room, there was two beds, in front of me was a desk with mirrors and a Tv, the wall beside me was all glass with the most amazing view of the city.

- Well

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- Well... - Caroline started but grandma cut her off.

- We can discuss that later - The way grandma look at Caroline, I knew that I probably burned the house down - You should get some rest baby, wen you wake up we can talk better.

I just agreed with her and tried to fall sleep again.

As I successfully fell in sleep, the nightmare came to hunt me.

This time, my eyes wasn't closed, I saw everything that happened on day 23 of June in 2013, the day I was conceived, all the horrible things that happened in that wedding, all the screams, all the dying screams, everyone emotions just going trough my head, eyes and hears, even the smell of blood.

Grandma woke me up, I was crying and sweeting, but, thank god, no fire. She gave me a glass of water and since I apparently burned my house, wouldn't see that tea so soon.

Well, we were at a hotel, so grandma ordered me a plate of Spaghetti, and thankful Caroline had a stash of blood at her car.

I ate the food, and started to face them, for them to tell me what happened.

- So, who is going first? - I asked with my usual sharp voice, grandma didn't like that I used that tone, especially around strangers. As she gave a concerned look, I just flip my hands up in a signal of peace.

- So, what you experienced today was an emotional discharge - The blondie started to say to me, as I was some kid in therapy - I believe is because of your mother issues, since you didn't work with her to resolved all your abandonment issues so - I juts cut her off.

- I am gonna stop you right there. I know what problems I have, I don't need a happy blondie to tell me. I have been trough that since I got into Bonnie's head. I just wanted to know if I burned that house down - I finish, catching my breath.

- Beattrice - Grandma starts but I don't let her continue.

- No grandma, who the fuck she think she is, to get here and tell me what problems do I have, seriously, I already have enough of them to worry about - Without realizing I was screaming and fire cursing trough my vines and setting in my hands, that wore closed in my fist to try (and failed) not let the angry out.

I saw the fear in my grandmother's face, blondie looking at me with guilty in her eyes.

I sighed and put down the fire, letting the room, taking the coat was in the desk in front of the bed, and a pair of sneakers by the door, grandma tried to follow me, but blondie told her to let me go, that I needed time to think. I saw with the corner of my eyes, Caroline putting a hand on grandma shoulders. And I just runway.

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A/N: HII guys!! So this chapter was already written, and I could swear to god that I posted, but apparently I forgot, sorry!!

Cool fact: this hotel bedroom is real, I will say what it's the name of the hotel in the next chapter. And a lot of places (if not every place) in the story is real places in London.

Hope you guys are enjoying. And this is the last chapter until Monday, because I am going camping with my friends.

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THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!

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