It Wasn't Enough

Part 14: Just a nightmare

After me and grandma finished our celebrating, about me going on a date with Sammy, and going to Mysticfalls, I took a shower and putted my pijamas, grandma ordered a lasagna. We ate talking about what stores should we go tomorrow. That was something that I loved do with grandma, shopping, not that she necessarily had a good taste, but she always knew what would look great on me.

Me and grandma went to bad early (not that she needed to rest). But I really wanted to rest for tomorrow, I didn't know how long would take the shopping and then I would have to get ready on time, something that sometimes was a little hard for me.

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I woke up, not the way I planed, my hart was accelerated, and I could feel the sheets wet from my sweat. It took me a few minutes to realize that I just had a nightmare. As I was trying to get back to my senses, grandma entered the room.

- Baby, what happened? Are you okay? - She asked coming to my bed and grabbing a glass of water.

- Yeah, just a nightmare - I answered her taking the glass - What time it is? - I asked worried that I had lost time.

- it's just ten, I went to get some breakfast for me - She said to me and I felt relief.

- I am going for a shower - I said getting up and going to the bathroom. Always that I had a nightmare, grandma knew that I needed to be alone, not the best thing, but something that I needed.

I got into the bathroom, turned on the shower and took my pijamas off. Even that I had almost twelve hours of sleep, I looked horrible in the mirror, like I haven't sleep in days. A cold shower would resolve that.

It may not seemed but, I liked cold showers, It calmed me. It bring back something that I lost in the nightmare, I can't say what it is, but it helped.

I stepped into the shower, and for a minute everything seemed to disappear, that feeling that I lost in the nightmare, I felt coming back, slow, but I felt.

I woke up from my daze with grandma knocking the door, asking if I was okay, I responded that I was fine. Not much longer then that, I walk out of the shower, part of me not wanting, but the other part was exited to go shopping for tonight.

I got out of the bathroom, I went trough my stuff to see what got for the day. My black jeans from yesterday morning, a black long sleeve shirt and a red leather jacket from grandma. A few of her clothes from the 80's was very cool, like this jacket.

- Have I already said how good this jacket look on you? - Grandma said as we were walking outside of the room.

- Yeah I know - I said smirking - So, I was thinking, coffee at the alley, then, a lot of stores - I said to grandma as we walked of the hotel.

When we were out of the hotel, I was surprised to see Kai, leaning on his car.

- What are you doing here - I said and gave him a hug.

- Well, Abby gave me a call saying that you may need a ride trough the city - He said with a smile.

- Yeah, I really appreciate you doing this, but you don't have to. Like we are going to shopping, it may be... you know boring - I said to him, even that I wanted to spend more time with him, it wouldn't be quality time if he wasn't having fun.
- It may not seemed, but I love shopping - Okay, now I am interested. Kai likes to shopping? - For what are we shopping? - He asked, already getting in the car.
Even that I am very happy and excited to go shopping with my father,  I felt a little bit of sad, maybe? I don't know the word exactly. Kai is this amazing guy, he makes me laugh and was there for me, I am just sad that he wasn't before.
I ran a little so I could get the front seat. Not that I was faster than grandma, but she understood that I wanted to go in the front.
As we were wall settle down, Kai started the car and we went way. I turned on the radio, a radio that me and Kai found out that only played old songs. And we found out that we really like old songs.
- So, were are we going to shopping today? - Kai asked.
- Hm go to the St James, there is a lot of great stores - I said pointing to the direction.
- And with by "great stores" you mean "GUCCI" - Grandma sayid.
- Oh c'mon, what girl don't wanna go to Gucci. Especially when you burn your wardrobe, not just Gucci, there is Prada, Saint Laurent, Marina Ranaldi - I sayid making fun of the situation. Okay, I am a Gucci fan, but c'mon, who doesn't?
- Yeah, she has a point - Kai said with a funny voice. Abby just laugh.

- Okay, I got it - Abby gave up her argument.

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About twenty five minutes later, we got to one of my favorites places in the world. I mean, I love London, it's gona be hard to leave here, but I know that I will come back. Okay enough with the sad toughts, time to shop.

- Where do you wanna go first? - Kai asked, going around to find some where to park.

- To be honest, I have no idea, yeas, I love gucci but I don't think they are gonna have the outfit that I need - I said looking at the stores outside of the window.

- THERE - I screamed, I saw the perfect store, I would definetely find something in there. 

Kai couldn't park too close to Valentino, but it was close enough.

- Baby, are you sure this is the store? - Grandma asked. I knew that that store wasn't my stile exactly.

- I know, but Sammy said that we are going to a bar in Soho, so I need something special - I said getting of the car.

- You mean like a slut - Abby said low, but me and Kai could stil hear.

- Why a slut? - Kai asked.

- Grandma doesn't like the girls from Soho, I had a friend tha lived there, and to make simple, too many boys for not so many clothes. Abby didn't like her. So, in her head every girl from there it was a slut.

- Okay - Kai said a little aprehensive - So what are you thinking about wearing tonight? - Kai asked as we were going into the store, stil with the aprehensive voice.

- Relex, I am not goign to dress as a slut, well not too much as a slut - I said the last part to tease him, and see what would be his reaction.

- Well if I were you, would dress sexy, not slut. Slut would look like you are too despered, sexy is just you showing what you got best - That definitely wasn't the reaction that I was expecting. This friend that I had that always dresses like a slut, her father were always asking her to change her clothes. But, by this time, I should already expect something like that from Kai, he was diferent, the best.

- Wow, that was a great advice, going to keep and give to my daughter to - I said with a smile.

- Hei, talking about kids already? Slow down a minute - And there it is the normal father advice. He said like a joke but I knew that he really wanted that my life slow down so he could have more time.

- You two, are going to stay there and talking or are we goign to shopping?? - Abby asked already looking at the clothes.

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Hii babys!!! And this is for the week. Gonna be back at Monday.

xoxo. 

  I apologize for any writing wrong.

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!!!!!!!!!