It Wasn't Enough

Part 11: I AM HERE

As the subject about me going to Mysticfalls was finished, I got back to eat my breakfast, that was very good. Caroline and grandma got up from their seats and went feed, I believe, they just said that they needed to take care of a few things.

Which let me with Bonnie and Kai on the table, it was a little bit awkward, but I believe if I wanted to finish those delicious eggs and bacon I would have to endure them.

- So apparently you got safe home last night - I heard Kai say, I could see that he was stepping in eggs trying to find something to talk about with me but also I could say that he knew - somehow - that I was happy to go back to the hotel with Sammy.

- Yeah, Sammy drove me safe - I said looking up only for a second and getting back to my food.

- Wait, you didn't got her here? - Bonnie asked with a angry voice. God this woman think she has the right.

- Sammy was a good guy and said that already drove her a few times, and she got sober - Kai said a little bit angry too for Bonnie doubting that he would get me safe to the hotel and making a face realizing that he fuck up saying that I was drunk.

- SHE WAS DRUNK? - Bonnie said raising up her voice. Oh my god, she really thinks she has the right, for god sake.

- Shut up, we are in the middle of the restaurant - I said, realizing a few people looked at us.

- I mean, did you saw haw many drinks she had? - Kai said, with a disbelief look - I mean, if she was drinking bourbon, I could say she was relative to Alaric or Damon.

I didn't know who was those people but I guessed it was people that drink a lot.

- Shut up Kai, she is only seventeen - Bonnie said rolling her eyes up.

- Almost eighteen - I said finishing my breakfast.

She rolled her eyes up again and got off of the table. I thanked god for that, well not so much because I stayed alone with Kai.

- So, I was wondering, if we could talk, properly? - He said looking down to the table, I could feel that he was nervous about asking me that.

- Sure, maybe we could get some tea later - I said, I wanted to talk to him, and get to know him. And when I said that I could clearly see the excitement in his eyes.

- So I can pick you up around 4pm, that sound okay? - He asked, being a little cautious about his words.

- That's great, see you outside by then - I said getting up from the table, with a smile and heading to my room again.

Walking outside from the restaurant I bumped into Bonnie. Then I realized she bumped into me, on purpose.

- So, with him you can talk - She said with a angry voice, she was clearly upset by me giving a chance to Kai and not to her.

- Well, he actually try to be around - I said with the same tone. I could not believe she was saying that, she could not be angry at me for her actions, fuck her.

- And I don't? - She asked taking my arm when I tried to leave. What the fuck? She is insane.

- Tell me, one time that you did something for me, in the past seventeen years of my life, tell one single thing that you did as a mother, as my mother? - I asked her, more angry then ever. Even that I asked, I knew the answer, nothing, she did nothing for me, and she acting like she did something was causing me that rage, that rage that make my entire body burn with rage, and fire go trough my veins. I could feel the fire trying to get out, but we were at the hotel, I couldn't do that there. And she didn't answered me anyway.

- That's what I thought - I said to her getting way from her, and this time she knew she didn't stand a chance.

As I was getting way from her I felt a little relief but I was still angry. I run to my room, trying to get there as fast as I could, because I knew that I was about to snap out and wouldn't be pretty to see.

When I walked trough my room's door, I was happy to not see grandma, she would ask me what happened and I would just go trough everything that happened and... God I really needed to think about something else, or I would burn this place down.

I was walking around the room, trying to calm, not being able to. I heard a noise and when I turned around Kai was walking inside the room.

- I heard you and Bonnie, and I could see that you are not fine - He said closing the door behind him - Wait, what is going on? - He asked looking at me in shock. I didn't know what was happening too, when I looked into the mirror, I was, what? Glowing, something like that, my eyes were orange, and then it hit me, it was fire. Fire was all around me, I didn't knew why, maybe is a stage before I burned everything.

- Ok Bea, look at me - Kai said, his voice sounded distant, as much as he was close to me, I couldn't hear clearly. I looked at him, I didn't knew how to stop, all I could feel was rage, and that fire wanting to come out. The strange thing, was that part of me wanted to let it out.

- Beattrice look at me - I heard again.

I looked at Kai, even with the rage I still felt afraid.

- Beattrice, everything is going to be fine, just look at me, think about something else - Kais was talking but I couldn't focus on his voice, everything as fogy, and my thoughts were just confused, I couldn't think about anything else - Bea, listen to me - Kai said getting close.

- No, I will burn you - I said as he was getting close.

- I will heal, just listen to me - He said and grabbed my hand. He was in fact getting burned, but for what I could see, he didn't care - I am here, you can do this, calm down - Somehow, was working, but slow, the fire wasn't growing but still wasn't going down. Kai got close, and suddenly he hugged me, I could see trough the mirror he was all burned, but he didn't care, he wanted me to be okay, I could feel more him now, And I could feel everything about him, that was calming me down, why I felt so comfortable with him? Why I felt, like home, with him.

When we realize that I wasn't in fire anymore, Kai let me go. And that feeling of home went way to.

- Are you okay? - Kai asked, and the strange thing was that I still could feel him, and I could feel that when he asked he was being real, his worry's about me was real.

- Yeah, I just need some sleep - I said going to my bed.

Try to contain all that magic was very hard, it let me very tired.

- Sure, I am going to let you get some sleep - He said with a lovely voice.

- Hm, don't forget, 4pm, outside - I said giving him a smile.

- How could I? - And with that, he went out of the room, and before I could fall sleep I putted a alarm clock so I could wake up to go see Kai, and after that, I fall a sleep. A black, dreamless sleep.

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A/N: Hii babys!! So yeas, Bea and Kai are going to be very close.

And what do you guys are thinking about my descriptions when Bea has this episodes with fire, I know that have the aesthetic but it is enough?? Tel me in the comments.

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