I woke up around 11 am. I was still really tired since it was like 3:30 am when I went back to bed after Bucky and I's little talk on the roof. I still wasn't sure what to think about that. I anticipated the moment I would have to see him. He said he didn't hate me. What did he actually mean? I didn't know what to do at that point.I also needed to talk to him alone, just to apologize. I had really overreacted and I hated myself for it. I felt bad just for asking him about his nightmare, I should've just not. I hoped things would go back to normal and maybe even better since we had a mission the next day.
I left my bed and put on some real clothes. I had slept in Bucky's shirt, even if I knew it was his. I'm not sure why though. I changed into some workout clothes, I was going to train with Nat. She was gonna show me how to fight in a dress and heels. I was septic about it. I had already trained in all types of shoes, but heals, never. I was good at walking with them, but I wasn't sure about fighting people and running.
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"Wow, I'm impressed. You're gonna do amazing on that mission," Nat said to me after an hour and a half of fighting with heals on. I was also impressed with how I did. It was easier than it seemed.
"Yeah, thanks. I think we'll do great," I said taking a workout cloth and wiping the sweat from my face. I turned around to head back to my room and saw a male figure in the door frame. What was he doing here?
"I'm sure we'll do great," he said with a smirk on his face. He acted like nothing had happened the night before. I sighed and looked at him in his eyes.
"How long have you been standing there?" I asked as I walked closer to him. Did he see me train with heals? I hoped not.
"Long enough to be sure we'll do great," he said, not taking his eyes off me. I was now only a few feet away from him. So he had seen me train. I didn't know what to reply.
Nat walked towards us. I looked at her with eyes that screamed "save me, please". She definitely realized that I needed help, but all she did was walk out of the room while looking back and forth between me and Bucky a couple of times.
"Well, I'll let you two get things sorted for tomorrow I guess," she said as she completely exited the room.
At that moment, I hated her. She knew how much Bucky and I couldn't stand each other and still left me alone with him.
"So Ellie," he started. He said my name in a different tone than usual. He talked in a different tone than usual, just like yesterday night. "When will I get my clothes back?" he asked.
"Whenever I'll give them back to you," I said with a cold tone. I swallowed and added on a calmer tone "I put them in the laundry to wash them. I'll give them to you when we'll come back from the mission."
"Sounds good to me," he said me a little smile on the corner of his lips. We stayed in silence for a little bit, looking everywhere except at each other. He broke the silence first.
"I was tortured," was the only thing that left his mouth.
"What?" I asked moving my gaze from the floor to his eyes. He started into mines for a couple of seconds before talking.
"My nightmare. From yesterday. It felt the same way it did when I was... there. I was stuck in this chair, and they would torture me. Sometimes, it hurt so much that I wasn't even able to scream," he explained. He moved his gaze from my eyes back to his feet.
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Bucky Barnes, I hate you | Enemies to lovers
FanficWhen you hate someone, but you don't actually know them. And you end up falling for them. This is the story of Ellie Miller and Bucky Barnes, enemies, friends, lovers, and avengers.