*Siyeon's POV*
It is the middle of the night now and I couldn't sleep, I was thinking about telling my sister.
I was crying for hours now, and I don't want to wake up Yeji Unnie because Ryujin is with her in her room, but I think it's time.
I got up from my bed and wiped my tears away.
It was 2am in the morning, I walked to her room and was hesitate at first to open her door.
The moonlight was shining in her room, so it was a bit light in her room.
I let out a sob and stand infront of her "Unnie.." I said, she isnt really a sleeper that is hard to wake up so just a single sound and she is awake.
"Yes?" She said and turned on the nightstand light.
I looked at her and my tears started to roll down "c-can we talk about something?.." I asked her and Ryujin woke up too.
Yeji made some space and patted beside her so I would sit beside her and Ryujin.
I sit beside her and got under the blanket too, already playing with the ring Chaeryeong gave me.
"What do you want to talk about, baby?" She said and I didn't look up.
"I-its not a easy topic for me.. U-Unnie... but I promised C-Chaer Unnie that I will t-tell you soon.." I said.
Yeji put her hand on my thigh so I flinched first but let her do.
"You know.. E-Eomma and Appa are abusive.." I said "yes, i know" she said, I was nodding at her.
"I-It's not only.. them.." I said and stopped talking for a bit.
I looked at her "i know that you will be mad a-at me because I d-didn't told you sooner a-and I'm sorry for that U-Unnie.." I said before going on with the topic.
"Tell me, Siyeon." She said.
My hands started to shake, so did my body and I have a big breakdown infront of my big sister.
"H-Hyunjin.. he abuse me too.. every day.. he act infront of all of you friendly.. caring and all.. b-but.. he isnt when we're alone.. h-he take my money that you give me to b-but himself alcohol.. he slap me.. p-punch me and... he rape me.. i-it goes like this f-for a year n-now.." I said.
"And you didn't told me? For a year? Siyeon, I'm your sister, you need to tell me so I can help you. You never hid things from me and keep them as secrets. Why now?" She asked and I know that she is mad at me, so I looked at her, tears dont stop rolling down as every second a tear fell down.
"I-im sorry.. I wasnt s-strong enough to tell anyone till I did t-two days ago.. i-im sorry that I l-lied to you and a-act like everything is fine.. i-im sorry that.. that I didn't told you sooner Unnie.. b-but I'm scared.. he want to c-come over tomorrow.. i-im scared.. p-please.. please don't let him in.." I begged her, her face softened and she pulled me in her embrace.
Ryujin was sobbing too at what I said.
I was crying against Yeji's chest, shaking from crying for hours now and being scared.
"You need to break up with him, Siyeon. I'm mad now, you heard it in my voice, but I forgive you, but please dont hide those things to me. You went through so much, I need to help you, I'm your big sister. It's my job to take care of you, Siyeon" she said and I nod.
"I-im sorry.." i apologise again but she shushed me.
"He rape you for a year now too? Or he started months ago?" She asked me.
"A-a year now.. I didnt wanted to lost my v-virginity in this age.. and not even like t-this.. I was just 17.." I said.
"Did he use condoms? I don't want you to be pregnant by this peace of shit" she said and was holding me close.
I feel that Ryujin got closer to me and hugged me from behind to show me a bit that she is here for me too.
"H-He never did.. I got b-birth pills b-behind your back.. Unnie.. he.. raped me 3 days ago too..in.. in his car before he drove me to school..I told him that I don't want it and that it hurts.. I do this everytime he is doing this to me.. but he never stops.." I said and I feel that Yeji tug at not my hoodie.
"When I see his face, god, i will make his life so miserable" she said and I looked at her "n-no.. don't Unnie.. he can't know t-that you all know what he do.." I said and she shake her head.
"Siyeon, you need to break up with him, i will report him to the police. He deserves to be in jail. He abuse you, he rapes you. You are a kid and he is almost an adult, I can't let him still do this to you, not ever again" she said and I sighed out.. knowing that I can't do anything about it so I nod against her chest.
"Now lets sleep and talk more about this when we wake up, okay?" She said and I was about to stand up but Yeji pulled me back "where are you going?" She ask and wiped my tears away.
"Going in my room to sleep.. I don't want to disturb the both of you, Unnie.." I said and they both shake their head "you're not disturbing us, Siyeonie. Let us cuddle you, I think Yeji knows the best that you need it after such a talk" Ryujin Unnie said and I lie down between them.
"But.. please be gentle.. my body still hurts.." I said and Yeji pulled my hoodie a bit up, seeing the bruises.
"When did he did this to you? And someone took really good care of your bruises and wounds" Yeji said.
"Its not only my back and shoulder blades.. my thighs too.. and Chaeryeong Unnie took care of them.." I said and Ryujin smirked to Yeji.
"I see, what hoodie is this and the sweatpants? The ring too?" She asked me again.
I was getting shy at it but told them "Chaeryeong gave me the clothes after taking care of me and she said I can keep it.. when i was sitting on her lap while we cuddled.. i played with the ring on her finger while telling her about Hyunjin.. so she gave me the ring too and said i should keep it.." I said and feel my cheeks getting a bit warm.
"How do you feel when you're around her?" My sister asked me again and I looked at her "why is everyone asking me this question? Yuna and Lia Unnie asked me too.. I feel comfortable around her just like i feel comfortable with you and Lia unnie and Ryujin Unnie and Yuna.. she is really cool and sweet because she take care of me even that we're in a time to get to know each other more.." I said with honest.
"Would you let her court you?" Ryujin asked me and I let myself fall on the bed.
"You ask the same question as my friends... I don't know if I would.. I'm more into boys than girls.." I said and feeling that my cheeks getting hotter.
"Okay okay, enough questions for the night. Let's sleep and cuddle my little baby" Yeji said and I feel that they both hug me.
Hello, wanted to say that this book is lagging because I always need to update the 5th chapter and then it's not anymore, so I will update now with this chapter and hope the 5th chapter is still there
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