Jay's Point of View
"I like you, I really like you." I heard Lory said,but I kept my eyes closed.
I was already awake when she began tracing her fingers on my face, but I didn't budge and pretended that I was asleep.
I just dont like to make her feel awkward around me, knowing that I heard everything. At higit sa lahat ayokong isipin niya that she did the first move because if only she knows,I was already into her since day one.
I was actually having a bad day during our fanmeeting but I did my best to cheer up for the sake of our engenes. I want to give them the best fan service as much as possible, because It was also my way of saying thank you for the never-ending love and support that we're getting from them.
However, I know I wasn't in my best state today and I don't know if I'm pulling off this happy vibe kahit gusto ko ng umuwi. I take a deep breath and just look amongst the crowd, until my gaze fell on a familiar girl.
She was smiling habang nakatuon ang atensiyon niya sa stage.
4 years...
and she was still as beautiful as ever.
The first time I saw her was back when I was still a trainee. Hindi ko yun makakalimutan because she was the first person, who cheered me up when I felt like giving up. She was like a ray of light, but I doubt if she remembers me. Perhaps, we were strangers to eachother that day. Ni hindi ko nga alam ang pangalan niya, but I just happened to remember how she looks like, that it was almost engraved in my mind.
Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali. It was her.
and I'm very glad that she's here to support us. If only she knows, I consider her as my very first fan aside from my parents whom I also love the most.
I was surprised when our gaze met,then she gave me a finger heart kaya hindi ko napigilang mapangiti. Cute...
The staff guided her up the stage, but to my disappointment, she let go of her stuffs, gifts I think, and quickly ran off the venue.
Kung pwede ko lang siyang habulin ay gagawin ko. I didn't even get the chance to ask her name.
After the event ay agad kong hinanap sa mga staffs yung mga paper bag na binitiwan niya and their I saw some fanarts dedicated to me, a bottle of honey and a book for fashion design which made me a lot more happy. On top of that, there was a sticky note attached...
from your best girl, Lory
Weeks passed since our fanmeeting and I can't get her out of my mind. I even tried searching her name through sns but there's a lot of Lory in the world.
and there's just one Lory for me...
We were having a dance practice as always pero lumabas muna ko para bumili sana ng kape. However, I stopped when I saw her walking with our manager here in Hybe. I squinted my eyes, baka kasi namamalik-mata lang ako, but It was really her. my Lory.
She looks all jumpy, despite trying to contain it. Napansin ko rin na nagpaalam siya at dire-diretsong pumunta sa cr.
She was hilarious. Pumasok ba naman sa cr ng mga lalaki. Pero imbes na tawagin siya ay nagbantay lang ako sa pintuan, in case na may papasok. I won't let them see her dahil ayoko ring dagdagan yung embarrassment niya kapag nalaman niyang mali siya ng pinasukan.
"I'll be your girlfriend~" I chuckled when I hear her sing tapos sumayaw-sayaw pa. She has a lovely voice pero pagdating sa sayaw, hindi ako sure. Haha!
Nang mapansin niya ko sa may pinto, ay agad siyang umayos ng tayo na akala mo walang nangyari, but I already saw everything and she's so cute, she has nothing to be shy of.
Days passed and I became eager to get to know her more. I wanted to spend time with her and make her happy, at dahil sa narinig ko ngayon, mas nagkaroon ako ng kumpiyansa.
I told myself that if I like someone, I'll tell them right away because that's who I am. I was known to be straightforward and laid-back, but with Lory I want everything to be on a perfect-timing...and I swear, I'll tell her how I feel sooner.
"Tanga!baka maunahan ka ng kalaban!" I flinched when I heard Ni-Ki said, gigil na gigil sa laro. Akala ko naman kung ano ng sinasabi.
The other members are busy practicing while Jungwon and Heeseung is out of sight, kaya hinanap ko muna yung dalawa. Malapit na rin maglunch so we better decide what to eat.
Turned out, they were near the fire exit. Mukhang seryoso yung pinaguusapan. I walked towards them but I stopped when I heard Lory's name in their conversation.
"You like her so much huh?" I heard Jungwon said which made Heeseung-hyung nod.
I don't know how to react.
It's like I've been torned between the girl that I love and my soul-brother who has been with me for how many years.
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He's into a Fangirl (MAJOR EDITING)
Fanfiction(ENHYPEN fanfiction) Lory was just living the life of an ordinary fangirl not until she got recruited by belift lab to be Enhypen's temporary manager.
