Kpop fluff/smut

Johnmark (Fluff)

Mark's abusive ex got arrested and now Johnny is helping him through his ptsd, but he was also showing Mark what love actually is.

Warnings: Mentions of rape, mentions of sexual assault, mentions of abuse.

If you guys remember I already wrote part 1 a loooooong time ago and I'm just now writing part 2 but here you go :))

Mark had been abused and even sexually assaulted by his ex.

Johnny was heartbroken when he found out, Mark was so sweet and precious he was so upset that all that happened to him.

Johnny had been Mark's best friend for years, he had feelings for him for years and never told him meanwhile Mark had feelings but lost them for awhile since he had a boyfriend.

But Johnny's feelings were so strong for him he cared so much about him and loved him so much that when Mark called him after the abusive ex left, Johnny literally almost broke down completely but he drove to Mark's house and held him in his arms as he cried.

After that night, Mark and Johnny were now as close as close could be but Mark still had nightmares about him.

He would wake up in a cold sweat some nights.

Some nights he would wake up crying.

And some nights he would wake up screaming and kicking to the point Johnny had to hold him down just to get him to calm down.

But Johnny never got impatient or short with him, he was always so patient and kind with him to the point Mark would sometimes cry because he's not used to the feeling of someone actually being there for him.

But Mark had PTSD still and Johnny was slowly working with him.

Tonight was a bad night for Mark, he had already woke up once from a nightmare about his ex and when he finally wasn't scared anymore he fell back asleep and had another one.

Mark was currently having a nightmare and it had woken Johnny up because he heard his small little whimpers and he knew what that meant.

Johnny raised up and just tried to relax the sleeping boy with playing with his hair and leaving kisses on his cheek and neck but when he heard Mark start gasping for air that's when he knew it must be a bad one.

Johnny was worried because he never really gasped for air at all, the only thing he would really do is cry and sweat and sometimes even scream and kick but it was obvious he was having a panic attack mid nightmare.

Johnny didn't want to wake him since it would just scare him more so he waited until Mark woke himself up.

Mark woke up with sweat running down his face and neck and tears running down his cheeks as he choked back cries noticing Johnny was already awake.

"Their getting worse aren't they?" Johnny asked pushing Mark's hair back as it was in his face.

Mark nodded, afraid if he were to say anything he would break.

"It's okay love, your safe" Johnny said pulling Mark onto his lap and let him lay his head on his shoulder as it usually calmed him down.

Mark couldn't choke back the cries anymore and just finally stopped trying to hold them back.

"Baby it's okay your okay" Johnny said softly rubbing the boys back in support.

Mark just held onto Johnny as he cried, it felt good to finally let it out but he also didn't know what to do as he never really broke down.

Johnny just held onto him as tightly as he could.

Mark finally started calming down but he was still scared, he had been through a lot and his mind was torturing him.

Johnny could hear Mark calming down but knew he was still scared by how tense he was.

"Feeling any better?" Johnny asked softly, Mark just staring into nothing.

"Mark?" Johnny asked as he didn't get a response.

"What?" Mark asked as he snapped out of his trance.

"Feeling any better?" Johnny asked making Mark sit up from his shoulder and just sit in his lap.

"Yeah I guess, I just want them to stop" Mark said which made Johnny nod.

"I know baby" Johnny said softly making Mark just stare at him.

"There's something else I didn't tell you about him" Mark realized if he told Johnny it might help with the nightmares.

"What do you mean?" Johnny asked confused.

"He didn't just rape me once, it happened multiple times" Mark said making Johnny's heart drop.

"Mark why didn't you tell me sooner?" Johnny asked holding Mark's hand in encouragement and support.

"I-I don't know I was scared, p-please don't be mad at me" Mark was about to cry again, he was so scared of everyone and everything now.

"I'm not mad at you, I'm glad you told me okay? That's important and I need to know though okay? Don't cry I'm not mad at you." Johnny said seeing how Mark was shaking.

Mark nodded and just tried to calm himself down.

"I-I'm sorry I put you through all this" Mark apologized, hating feeling so helpless.

"Baby don't apologize you have nothing to apologize for, I'm the one who should be saying sorry that you went through all this. Mark I love and care about you and I want to help you through this. I know it's not going to be easy, but your going to get through this." Johnny said making Mark start calming down.

"I-I love you too" Mark said with a small smile, it was the first smile Johnny had seen out of the boy ever since this happened.

And it was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.

"Do you want to try to go back to sleep or do you just want to talk more?" Johnny knew talking it out was something Mark needed but Mark was exhausted.

"W-Will you hold me?" Mark asked needing to know someone was there while he slept so he felt protected and safe away from that monster.

"Of course I will" Johnny laid down watching as Mark laid down on his chest and just felt warm and protected in Johnny's arms.

Johnny had a soft touch, he was strong but he had a really soft touch and Mark felt so wholesome in his arms.

Johnny smiled knowing Mark was getting relaxed.

It didn't take Mark long to fall asleep, he was out in 10 minutes.

And he didn't have any more nightmares he just had good dreams about him and Johnny which made him so happy and made him sleep so good.

He was slowly becoming his old self with the help of Johnny.

This is part 2 that I should have made sooner but I hope you enjoy!