Willingly: Her Version

Chapter Seven

I haven't been actually able to observe Kurt's reaction to her teasing. Before Ella notches it up, as she said, I should get a feel of the situation first. It would be bad if he rejects me that way. I told her so.

Anyway, it wasn't long before almost everyone at the company knows I have a thing for him. I no longer feel shy about staring at him. I have to look if there's an opportunity. We're not on the same department, so I don't see him all the time. Those few precious moments should not be wasted. I do greet him every now and then. A pity he only glances at me, without greeting me back. But it's okay. More and more people are joining in teasing him with me.

I would love to get a reaction from him, though. What Ella said, should we go for it? He didn't seem angry at the teasing, so that should count for something, right?

Despite the fact that I'm after him, a few other guys weren't deterred by it. Some still asked me out. Some did it while Kurt is present. I could only raise an eyebrow and laugh it off, but I do have that mad hope that I would see Kurt jealous. His expression doesn't give anything away. I'm the one going to go mad. Later I would realize how wrong I was.

Kurt has always been a man of few words. He's too serious. Wait, have I seen him smile? I think I have. I'm not sure about the circumstances, though. Was it back in college or here at the company? Anyway, he doesn't talk too much. He would never talk about himself. He wouldn't even express his opinion on things. He does it rarely. He only talks when he needs to. He has that air of arrogance in his demeanor, but it isn't the annoying type. He doesn't rub it on people's faces.