{ KILLUGON } Singing In Love

Chapter 25 | downhill

{A/N: DXXRXZUXG MENTION!⚠️}

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A picture of Mel and Gon kissing.

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I couldn't respond.

I shoved Gon off my chest and turned the other way.

I turned my phone off and got up off the bed.

My eyes started stinging painfully as I walked towards the bathroom. Trying my best to guide myself through the dark.

I felt the knob of the bathroom door and opened it. Turning on the lights next to the door.

I walked up to the mirror and saw my appearance.

Eyes puffy, red. The slight hint in my eyes that I was going to fall out and cry right there.

It's been a while since I felt like this.

And I know exactly how to get rid of it again.

I moved towards the mirror cabinet, opened it, grabbing a bottle of Melatonin, and pouring an unequal amount in my mouth.

I rinsed water in my mouth to swallow it down all the way. Then splashed some water onto my face.

I stared at myself. He didn't do it on purpose right?...

The instant I thought of that, the little details, just from that photo, became more obvious as ever.

Gon's eyelids nearly closed while Mel's tongue is fucking his throat.

Gon's face full of a glossy red.

Gon's untidy hair...

Oh god why am I fucking thinking about this.

I shoved a hand through my white bangs, gritting my teeth, sniffing the tears away. I was luring for the thoughts to stop them.

Until they did suddenly.

I splashed another round of water on my face and turned off the lights. Heading back into bed.

You'll explain everything...right?

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I wake up to the expected rays of sun in my eyes.

I smile, ready for another day.

Wait never mind, a headache just came by.

I started stretching and looking over to tell Killua good morning and a daily little cheek kiss.

He was far away from me on the other side of the bed. Laying the opposite way and silent as he could ever be.

I was curious on why he was that far, not wanting to be want-y.., but he's normally right in my face asleep the moment I turn around in bed.

I blinked and crawled over on the bed to his sleeping body.

Giggling, I shook his shoulder.

"Killua! Wake up!-"

Killua reached back, without looking, and shoved me away. I fell back onto my ass.

Now this is where I'm confused.

Killua slowly got up, balancing himself on his elbow.

"Don't do that 'lovey-dovey' shit until you explain what happened and what you did." Killua snapped in a tired manner.

What? What did I do?

He took out his phone from under the covers and faced me.

His eyes had dark eyebags under them and his eyebrows were furrowed.