-- lol i hope it won't be that long 💀 ---- ⚠️TW⚠️ homophobic language --
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Travis POV:
As i hide my diary between the wall and the commode, as always, i hear my dad coming upstairs.
God please don't let him hear that i moved the commode.
I quickly go to my desk and pretend im studying. He enters the room without knocking, of course, he never knocks on my door. He's my dad so he can always enter my room, that's what he tells me. I think he doesn't know what privacy is.
I turn around to look at him, he doesn't like it when you don't look at him. He's at my doorway, standing there with his hand on my doorknob and with some flyers in his other hand. He also looks like he had a "meeting" again, since he wears a white shirt and some black pants. I still don't know who he meets all the time, he just says those are "important people"."I have a couple of church flyers here for you. Spread them around at your school, we need more people at our church. You understand?" He says, while he walks up to me and puts the flyers on my desk. "Yes dad." I say nodding, now looking at those flyers.
Why can't YOU do it for once.
"Since you can't do anything else right, you can at least do something good for our church and be useful for once." He cleared his throat and walks out of my room, leaving the door open. Sighing I get up from my seat as he's gone and quietly close my door again. I look at my alarm clock, i somehow managed to fix. Almost 5pm. I have to do homework and pray.
As i start doing my homework i of course think about Fisher again. God forgive me but a sleepy Sally Face was the cutest thing i saw. It's okay to think someone is cute on a not homosexual way, don't?
I shake my head to get my mind clear and try to focus on my homework now.Sal POV:
Me and Lar are lying on the roof of the bus and look at the sky, which is pretty clear right now with a few clouds leftover from raining today. We've been hanging out here today right after school.
"That was much fun today lil bud heh." He says, smiling softly looking at the sky. "It definitely was bro" I chuckle. We sigh in relief, satisfied that we can chill now after all the activities we did today. First we were just climbing up the trees for fun, until Lar pushed me into the lake which is right next to the bus. First i was kinda pissed at him that i'm now wet all over my body, but shortly after (after he laughed his ass off) he joined and we had a battle in the lake about who can survive the others water attacks. I won with it that i dipped him into the water. Later we tried to catch the frogs, that live in that lake. One of them jumped into Larrys face and attacked him while i was laughing about that.
"Sal?" I turn my head in Larrys direction. "Yeah?" i ask. "Why do you keep defend Phelps?" He still Looks at the sky with his head resting on his arms. "He bullies all of us mostly you, he's an total dickhead and he even punched you today! How can you still defend him?" He's Right, he bullies us mostly me and some of his comments hurted me to be honest but...i know there is something wrong with him. I also often attacked him back with sarcastic comments, which he didn't liked of course, but i can't despise or hate him. "I know Lar, i don't know how y'all see this but." I hesitate. "I think the reason why he behaves like that is 'cause he struggles with things mostly with himself." He turns his head at me. "That doesn't excuse that hes hurting us on purpose." True that. "Yeah i know man, i'm not excusing his actions. I'm trying to understand him you know?" He laughs. "W-What?" I'm confused about his reaction. "You have a way too kind heart buddy." He chuckles.
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FanfictionTravis is trapped in a vicious cycle full of self-hatred, anger and confusion and writes it all down in his diary since he has no one who listens to him. Until the day he gets a second chance. ⚠️TW for: Homophobic language, Su1c1dal thoughts, Physic...