Can't stop think about you

5: I don't wanna be like him

⚠TW⚠
-- This Chapter includes Tantrums, panic attacks, homophobic language and kind of selfharming and also mention of blood and vomiting --

- My english skills are sour like funky lmao and also it's quite long just cause -

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Travis' POV:

Of course i bump into the one and only masked boy in this school named Sal Fisher, as i rush out of the restroom. We look into eachother's eyes for half a second, then i step back to create a distance between us. "Watch out goddamn freak!" i spit out annoyed. I am annoyed, and that now even more. Because of him. My feelings are getting confused again. Anxiety, anger and something else are torturing me inside. "You ran into us, asshole." Larry spits back at me, straighten himself to look at me. I'm a little bit taller than him and to be honest, i think he pisses me off the most from this homo group. He's always that overprotective one, and he mostly wants to protect this Sally Face. "Wow Travis we kinda missed you today." I hear this gingerhead saying sarcastic. I think his name was Todd...the biggest fag of this group. Everytime i see him i feel sick.

"Dude, are you okay?" Not him asking me if im okay. The masked boy looks at me, slightly tilt his head.

Did he just- wait- Is this concern in his eyes?? No can't be, why should he? I'm a worthless idiot who can't control his emotions and is angry most of the time.

"Mind your own buisness Faggot" I reply with an annoyed undertone. Larry wants to say something but he gets interrupted by our teacher. "Boys, it's past 8 o'clock. Go to the classroom, now!" We all look at Mrs. Packerton, who's waiting for us infront of our classroom. I glare a last time at them and decide to walk to the classroom, before any of those fags, mostly Fisher, talks to me again.

God forsaken freaks.

Sal's POV:

This someone who bumps into us, as we walk past the bathrooms is Travis. I needed a moment to realize what happened. He takes a step away from us, to keep some air between us. "Watch out goddamn freak!" He spits out. I wanna say something but Larry already answers him. "You ran into us, asshole" He's definitely pissed, i can see that from his sudden facial expression change and the way he straightens himself to keep eye contact with Travis. "Wow Travis we kinda missed you today." I hear Todd saying in an sarcastic undertone. I observe Travis, he's wet all over his body, i guess he walked to school today without any umbrella. He looks tired and his black eye looks worse. I do have a feeling that he struggles with something. Mostly with himself. He has alot of supressed anger.

"Dude, are you okay?" I ask with concern. He looks shocked that i asked him that but immediately changes his face expression to his typical angry one. "Mind your own buisness Faggot!" Is the answer i get. I mean okay i didn't expected another one. Larry wants to say something but Mrs. Packerton interrups him. She wants that we go to class, which Travis is doing. He glares a last time at us with his brown eyes and goes away. "Fucking prick." Larry mumbles. Todd nodds in agreement.

I wish he would let someone talk to him. Well....

I sigh and we go to our classroom. As i walk to my seat i feel like being watched again, but this time i know from who. Travis often looks back at me, for whatever reason though. I ignore him and sit down, Larry and Todd following me.

It doesn't take long and Mrs. Packerton is already handing out the math tests. I look at Lar and Todd and wish them good luck. They do the same back. The test isn't that hard as i expected, so i finish it pretty fast.