Meant To Be

Jealous?

I wake up with a bad feeling. Ah yes, it's Thursday, the day of Emmas party. I'm not excited at all. Why would i be? It's only going to be drunk teenagers there anyway. I wonder if Asher's gonna drink anything. He has never seemed like that kind of person.

My mom always told me not to get into all that partying stuff since she apparently has 'history' with that from when she was in highschool. So i guess i'll have to keep a secret from her now. I never really do that, have secrets from my mom, go to parties, drink. Me and my mom are usually really honest about our lives and what's happening in them.

        
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After school i get ready for the party. I told my mom that i was hanging out with Asher so that she wouldn't wonder where i was going. I put on some ripped shorts with a shirt that was a bit revealing. Asher told me that he could drive me there, so i waited for him outside my front door. Asher has a thing for being early, so i don't have to wait for long until he gets there. I get in the car and we start driving to Emmas house which is only a couple blocks away. When we get there, it's like all the highschool parties in movies. The people making out, flashing lights, loud music, the strong smell of alcohol. I'm definitely not used to this.

Asher walks away to talk to his other friends and i decide to walk over to Ethan, i mean what other choice do i have? This is gonna be awkward.

"Hi" I say making eyecontact with Ethan. I can't let go. I clear my throat as i manage to take my eyes off him.

"Oh hey " He says making eyecontact again.

I look him in the eyes until i see his eyes looking further down until they land on my lips. He smirks as he leans in. He kisses me. It's wierd, i always imagined a kiss to be something much more than just this. Maybe i expected too much. But i'm so happy though. I just kissed my crush that i've had for almost my whole life at a party that i even considered not going to? He pulls away with a smile against my lips.

"I really like you, Lily" He says stroaking my hair.

"I really like you too, Ethan" I say as he smirks at me.

We talk and talk for almost an hour when Ethan suddenly gets a phone call. It really turns his mood from happy to nervous and stressed in only a few seconds.

"I really gotta go sorry Lily" He kisses me again.

"yeah of course.." I say as i kiss him back.

He leaves and i'm left sitting on the couch not knowing what to do. Asher's somewhere, probably with some friend that i don't feel like talking to.

I turn to the sofa behind me to see Asher making out with a girl, that looks a lot  like Emma. Wait. It is Emma! Oh hell no. Why would he do this? Doesn't he know that she's the fakest girl in school? Is he that stupid? Suddenly they stand up from the couch and start walking upstairs, the bedroom. Oh gosh. Really Ash? Now i'm all alone. Ethans gone home and Asher's with Emma that i absolutely hate.

I walk over to some girls that i've never really seen in school. But they definetely go to my school. I decide to be with them for the rest of the night since Asher's just decided to leave me hanging.

"Heey" i say awkwardly with a small smile.

"Hey" the three girls say as they introduce themselves

"I'm Aria" the brown haired girl with a black tight dress says.

"Hi i'm Gracelyn but you can call me Grace" the blonde girl with a baby blue tight dress says.

"And i'm Liza" the other brown haired girl says with a kind smile. She was wearing ripped jeans with a cropped shirt. She seemed different from the others.