Delinquents: A new era

Chapter 11: Hold on for a while, we got your back

The days kept passing by, leaving no trace behind. I woke up from a deep sleep, ready to head to the new ground where I could train alone, in peace.

It wouldn't take so long for me to get ready and bring what I need, but because the building was a whole fuss this so early morning, I had no choice but go without anything. I placed my hands in my pockets and walked outside the building.

After the 'small' fight the boys had few days back, they didn't come out of their rooms no matter what I would say. I kept hanging out with Smiley and Angry which it was fun but they stopped, once the fight became something serious for them.

I also met two new girls that apparently have the same interests as me; Kaya and Taomo. They are still student in high school, but their skills are more 'upgraded' than mine. Beside them I also had the chance to meet Hakkai's sister, Yuzuha. We made our small team that we decided to infiltrate in Toman. Not because of something bad, but I already had my mind set for what was supposed to continue from that fight.

I walked down the street to buy some flowers, just the usual walk before my day. It is 5am and the streets were so empty. You could feel the small breeze of the morning a the sun took its' place up high.

"This one please and also, add some small yellow flowers to it. He likes white, but sometimes he used to brag about yellow." the cashier smiled as I told her my request. I took the flowers and got out of the shop, walking up hill to the only place I find myself, cemetery. Why? Because it became something usual to start my day with. t felt real, like he was alive and waiting there for me to visit so we could begin our day together.

Walking inside the cemetery, one thought crossed my mind; my brothers. A shiver crossed my spine, making me stop for a second. I looked down at my feet as I took a deep breath. My heart was sad in her own way, not for Rindo but for Ran...why? Because he was always there for me in every memory I had, every step I took, he was like my ONLY brother...there to guide me and show me the world.

The only thought that crossed my mind as I looked to the sky; "I'm so lonely..." I knew at a point I would be left behind, but not like this...I took some courage and walked towards Baji's grave. As I took the beautiful green vase, I threw in a bin the dead flowers, and placed the other ones that had a beautiful scent.

I sat myself down on the concreate, hugging my knees. I didn't know what to say this morning so I chose to just have a silent moment. "If only you would know how lonely I am..." Even if I am at Baji's grave, my mind was stuck with Ran.

I sighed and smiled. "I brought you some flower today. It looks like it will rain, but hopefully the sun will set for the whole day in a warm mood." The grave was clean and tidy as always which mean that his family visits often. I wonder how his brother is doing, I might have to face him soon enough.

I decided to get up and stretch when a hand touched my shoulder. Outside I was fine, but on the inside I freaked the shit out of myself that all my organs were about to commit suicide from the shock. I turned around to see no one else but Izana. The soft breeze was moving his earrings slowly as he smiled, placing down a candle next to the grave. I grabbed his arm and moved him aside. "What do you think you're doing?"

"Good morning to you too, Akari san! I came by to visit my friend, am I not allowed to?" I looked him in the eyes and let go of his arm. I didn't feel guilt but sadness. He kept smiling and patted my head gently.

"Wow Akari, how did this took a crucial turn? Remember being kids and having fun around the bushes just to run from the older guys?"

"Stop talking, you don't deserve those memories so please erase them."

I arranged the flowers a little and decided to turn around and go, but he stopped me again. "Akari look, all is good, right? Do you miss someone? Besides, maybe Ran?"

I clenched my fist and laughed as he spoke. "Have you always enjoyed to eat dog shit? Please stop contaminating my bubble or I will rip off your skin."

"Look, I know how hard it is but see the good part, this death made you stronger and able to achieve it all, right? If it did, it's not that deep tho, also the fight that comes in those few days, will probably send you to him too so then I can really be with you guys, right? Friends again.."

I couldn't listen anymore so I walked back to him, grabbing him by the collar, looking deep into his eyes. "I never gave or give second chances, so get your fucking thoughts together, you lost you damn brat. The moment you put hands on him that time, you lost just like a piece of shit in the rain."

"Now, now, let's not be that harsh-..."

"Shut you damn mouth and watch for my shadow on that damn night of the fight because I will take your head and walk with it on the street just like as a Christmas present. Why? Because of what you did to my friends, of what you did to my brothers and what you did to ME. Now, go back where you came from and tell Ran to go to hell."

I let go of his collar and walked myself away. I could feel his gaze stuck on my back as I walked fast. I had no taste or willing to go to train, so I was heading back. What's his deal this time? He took everything from me and now he wants us back? Bullshit in his own head. I DO miss Ran, but I could never allow this feeling to overtake me.

I walked on the home's street and stopped in front of the building. I was so anxious to go in now as I felt like crying, but I knew that the people who loved me for who I am, are inside there, waiting for me so all I have to do is be well and help. I went inside, closing the door behind me, as I went up on the stairs I stopped at the top, feeling my tears running down my cheeks.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AKARIII!!!!" everyone was there, every single person from the new ones I met, to the old ones. Ken and Mikey walked over to me and gave me a warm hug, making me feel the warmth in it. Ah I totally forgot....It is my 17th birthday today. What a waste of time but somehow, it made me feel a little better.

I looked at the girls that were together with Hina and Emma, holding a cake. There were lots of candles and when I approached it, on top of it, the picture with me and Baji when we were so small. I couldn't help but sit down and hug my knees, I cried and looked at everyone around. I bowed down on my knees, as I was sobbing. "Thank you...all of you, thank you..."

This is all I could say in that bare moment. Knowing how hurt or sad they were, they took from their own time just to wish a happy birthday to a no one like me. Kaya and Taomo alongside Yuzuha walked towards me, hugging me tight. "Stay strong, our captain. We all will be here with you, we've got your back so do not worry. Now let's celebrate!!"

As they helped me to stand up, Mikey gave me a piece of paper, smiling. "Akari-chan, this is a present from me so keep it safe and look for it, okay?"

I didn't know what it is or what impact will later on will have on my life, but I put it in my pocket. I smiled through my tears and bowed again in front of them. "Thank you, you guys are amazing..."

P.S: The photo on the cake!

Hiii guysss!!! Sorry for the late update or because is so messy, but I had a bad cold for the past week and been hospitalised. Later yesterday I got out and decided to sit for a while before writing. I tried my best for this chapter so please enjoy the little ones. Also today, 12th of June is Akari's birthday and mine also haha, but I turned 20. Anywayyy, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MITSUYAAA TOOO!!! Have a lovely day guyss and again thank you for your support!!!