𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝒀 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑺𝑻✨

I can't lose him!

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5 days passed away with the arrangements and all.

Today was quite a busy day, every single student were working for their competition. There's hustle bustle
everywhere. Everyone was busy in their works and all stuffs.

Shehnaaz was walking by corridors when she heard something and stopped near the theatre room, and she saw presha with siddharth on the stage. She slightly opened the window of the room and tried to hear them.

Siddharth kneeled down in front of presha and holds her hands and he says, I- I really like you so much. I mean I can't imagine my world without you. I don't know how to propose someone, you know that i- I am such a nerd. So please would you be my partner for rest of my life please?
Presha covers her mouths in happiness and she hugged him and said, yess I will. I like you too.

"What the fuck!!" Shehnaaz said and she realised it was preety loud to hear them. So she quickly ran away from there. While siddharth and presha looked towards window but there was no one. Meanwhile the professor came on the stage and said, good work guys. I think this year we have very good actors for the play.
Siddharth- but sir I am not taking part. I just did the demo for presha, she requested me so.
Professor- i know my child. You have social anxiety right?
He nodded and smiled.

On the other side shehnaaz's heart beats were running in the Olympics. As it was very fast! She was sitting in the canteen alone and was talking to herself.
Shehnaaz- siddharth likes presha. It's- it's good right, my best friend siddy likes someone, then why the hell I am not happy? Shehnaaz stop thinking, stop breathing, stop eating even stop talking. No I can't stop talking. Ahhhh bhagwanjiiiiiiiii. Huff! I have decided, he is my friend! Just friend and I will try to make some distance from him or else I am scared because, no matter how I try to deny it but, at the end my heart knows slowly I have started to fall for him!

She sighs and says, no no no! You can't shehnaaz you can't fall for him! He is your fucking friend! Yeah he is just my friend, and now he has a girlfriend too! I am happy for my best friend!
Tears build up in her eyes and she couldn't help but cry.
Shehnaaz- i can't lose him! I can't!
She sobbed and cried!

Meanwhile siddharth and Asim were decorating the theatre room!
Asim- so!
Siddharth- so?
Asim- propose kab Karna hai?
Siddharth- kise?
Asim- mujhe!
Siddharth- what?
Asim- fuck YOU!
Siddharth- i am not gay. Please hawa aane do!
Asim rolled his eyes and hit him hard on his stomach. While he winced and said, it hurts bruh!
Asim- you deserve it! Now just tell me!
Siddharth- i- I really like her. I mean she is more than just a friend now for me. I like shehnaaz Kaur Gill so much!
Asim- to fir jaa or bata de saari duniya ko! That you like sheh-
Siddharth quickly covered his mouth and said, bro abhi news Nahi baatna hai sabhi ko. Control your excitement please.

Meanwhile shehnaaz was listening to some songs and was passing by the theatre room and suddenly her stuff falls on the ground. She sighs and took off her earphones and started to putt her stuff.

Siddharth and asim heard some noise and looked at the door. And they saw her picking her stuffs. Siddharth goes towards her and said, hey! When did you came! Let me help you!
Shehnaaz- no no I can manage thanks!
And she quickly got away from there, avoiding him.

He goes to Asim and said, she is behaving strange.
Asim- I guess she heard our conversation!
Siddharth- what?
Asim- yesss! Pakka she heard it, just go and explain everything clearly.
Siddharth- yaa you are right! But what if she rejected me?
Asim-to fir use yeh song sunana, ho mujhe chhodke Jo tum jaaoge, bada pachhtaoge bada pachhtaoge!
Siddharth rolled his eyes and Asim laughs and says, gooo!
He left from there.

He was finding her everywhere then he heard some guitar tunes and he stopped near a empty classroom. He entered inside and saw Shehnaaz, who was playing it.

" Gunguni dhoop jaisi
hai Jo baatein Teri,
Yaad aane lagi hain aate jaate teri,
Toone khwabon se bhar
di sooni raatein meri,
Tujhe paa ke jeene lagi hoon main"

While the another male voice started,

"Yeh saari baat tab tak hai
Tumahra sath jab tak hai
Hasin yeh raat tab tak hai
Tumahra sath jab tak hai"

Siddharth goes inside and saw she was practicing with Gautam.
Gautam- hey siddharth! When did you came bro!
Siddharth- just abhi! Well, it seems like we are gonna win this year.
Gautam- obviously we will. After all singers to Dekho!
Siddharth- yeah true!
Gautam looked at shehnaaz and said, so will meet you later.
She smiled and nodded. Gautam side hugged her and goes whole siddharth didn't liked his Vibes.

Shehnaaz quickly packed her stuff and was about to leave when siddharth held her hand and said, where you going?

"Please leave my hand!" Her heart said.

Shehnaaz pulled her hand back and said, i have other works to do so I am going to do that.
Siddharth- listen I need to tell you very important thing! Actually in the theatre room me and-
Shehnaaz- i know! I- I heard and saw everything!

"So she heard it! Shitt!" He thought.

Siddharth- oh! I- I am really sorry if you're not happy with this! I didn't wanted this to come out in this way. I am really sorry. I just don't want to spoil out everything so I didn't tell you. I hope you are getting me right?
Shehnaaz- yeah! I am! It's alright, it's your feelings your decisions your heart. You have all rights to like someone. You are not wrong siddharth.

"It's his life. He has all right to fall in love with any person. I am happy for him" she convinced her heart.
"No you are not!" Argued her heart.

Siddharth- i am glad you understood. So are you okay with all these?

"Please say yess! I want you to be mine forever!" He hoped I'm his heart.

Shehnaaz- yeah! I mean I will always be your friend. Always! We- we will always be best friends right?

"We can't be nothing more than just friends!" Her heart sobbed.

Siddharth- friends?
Shehnaaz- yeah! You don't want to?
Siddharth- no no no! It's not like that, we- we always gonna stay best friends yeah!

"So she doesn't like me. And now I think our friendship will broke too! I ruined everything! You ruined everything siddharth! Everything!" He cried silently deep inside his heart.

Shehnaaz- cool bye!

With this she left holding pain and tears in her heart. While Siddharth's eyes were also moist. His heart cried but he kept the smile on his face.

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