𝑨𝑻 𝑴𝒀 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑺𝑻✨

Trust!

Heyy!
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After 2 hours of finding, they didn't found her. They were very stressed. Siddharth was on a verge of getting a panic attack. His breathing has become uneven, and his sight has becomes to blurr.

He was sitting on a bench near a park, because he couldn't run more, his head was spinning and his body was getting weak. Then he got a call of Nishad and he said that he found her. Siddharth got up and quickly ran towards the place. And he saw Nishad was hugging Shehnaaz, while she was crying in his arms.

He goes towards them, with his trembling steps. He sighed and thanked his stars for keeping her safe. He putted his hand on her shoulders and said softly, Shehnaaz!
She broke the hug and turned, and looked at him. His eyes were filled with tears, but he was trying hard to control it. His face was covered with sweat beads. And the shine of his face was lost.

Siddharth pulled her into a hug and said, Are you- are you okay?
Shehnaaz didn't said anything and remained silent. He then Looked at her and said very politely, as if he raised his voice then she will go away, what happened baby?
Shehnaaz remembers the words which she heard some hours before, from those two girls. She pushed him from herself and looked at Nishad and said, Nishad, I want to go home. Please can you drop me?
Nishad can sense the tension between the couple, so he thought to give them some alone time.
Nishad- um- I have some really important work to do. I don't want to refuse this amazing opportunity but I am really sorry Shehnaaz. Siddharth can you take her home?
Siddharth sighs and nodded his head. Shehnaaz wanted to refuse but she chose to be silent for now, as they are in public.

She opened the door and was about to get into her room, when he pulled her close from her hand. He locked his hands around her waist and pulled her as close as he can. She was wiggling in his arms, but he was not letting her go. He silently looked into her beautiful eyes which were hiding something now.
Shehnaaz- leave me.
Siddharth- No

She tried to push him but he was stronger and quick to grab her back. He clenched his teeth and said, Why did you got out of the campus, without informing anyone?
She flinched seeing his angry tone. She looked down at the floor, as she couldn't face his red angered eyes.
She remained silent. He groaned and flipped her, and pinned her to the nearest wall and caged her by putting his hand on either sides of her head. She can feel his burning gaze on her.
Siddharth- Shehnaaz I am asking you. Don't taste my patience now, Because I am not in a state. You are living with Me, and it's goddamn my responsibility to take care of your Safety. What if something happened to you, hmm?
Shehnaaz was still looking down and she said slowly, you- you are sca- scaring me!

He groans and moved his hands on his hair furiously. He sighed and drag her towards the couch. He made her sit there and asked softly, now tell me what happened.
Shehnaaz couldn't hold and said, you slept with-
She couldn't let those words out of her mouth.
Siddharth- say it!
Shehnaaz- Is there something you are hiding from me?
She looked into his eyes whose eyes were now shocked. His heartbeats rapidly as he knows he is hiding his worst side from her. He doesn't want to lose her by telling her his real self.

Siddharth- why are you asking this, all of a sudden?
He said controlling his running heartbeats.
Shehnaaz- Do you and Mahira were in  a relationship in past?
Siddharth raised his brows and was confused. He sighed and says, please tell me everything in detail shehnaaz.
She sighed and finally spoke, do you slept with mahira?
His was shocked listening to her. He looked at her who was looking at him with hopeful eyes, she wanted this to be a false.

Siddharth- who told you about this?
Shehnaaz- just say me, is this true or not?
Siddharth closed his eyes and held his head. After sometime he said, what do you think?
Shehnaaz- I don't think anything. Just tell me the truth.
Siddharth- Don't you trust me shehnaaz?
This question made her heartbeats fasten. Trust! The most beautiful friend and a most dangerous enemy.
Shehnaaz- I don't know, anything could have been happened in your past. They said, you just need a girlfriend to satisfy your needs.

Siddharth was hell shocked hearing this, he felt like the floor is not anymore under his foot. He furiously grabbed her arms and said, Really Shehnaaz? Do you think this about me? About your Harry?
Shehnaaz was not in a state to understand what's happened, she was  confused and her brain was not working. Tears were flowing continuously from her eyes. And she spoke, you are hurting me siddharth! Leave me.
He grab her arm more tightly and looked deep into her eyes as if he will go through them. His eyes were red and his jaw was clenched. He left her and spoke, cool! Go and ask from whom you heard it. Also don't show me your face.

With these words he goes to his room. Leaving her crying.

Just after 2 seconds he came back, he took long steps towards her and pulled her close by her waist. He grab her neck and pressed his lips on hers. She didn't understood what just happened. He was kissing her all his heart out, pouring all his insecurities and anger in it. He was kissing her as if his life is depending on it. She needed to breathe but he was not leaving her. He entered his tongue in her mouth and explore her mouth. He tested every inch of her lips and finally when he felt the need of air he left her go.

They were panting heavily. Last time he looked at her with his angry eyes and he didn't said anything and goes back to his room. She saw his this side for the first time, for the first time she saw him this much angry. But she was hurt too. Her questions were unanswered and more than that, she was feeling worthless.

Next Day she woke up and came out of her room. She realized siddharth was not there. He looked in the kitchen, there was no food, no tasty breakfast for her. Her heart aches looking at it. He remembers how every morning, the dining table is filled with food. She frowned and got back to her room and got ready in something casual.

The office hours were quite busy for her so she didn't think about him much.

Now it was time for her college. She headed towards the campus and met with everyone except him. Emma hugged her and said, you bitch! Where were your ass yesterday? Why didn't you informed us?
Shehnaaz- I just forgot. I just wanted to spend some alone time. I- I am sorry.
She said softly, Asim hugged her and said, no worries. It's alright.
Shehnaaz- where is Siddharth?
Nishad- he is in his lab. He didn't get out since morning. I guess he didn't even ate anything.
She nodded and smiled.

She was sitting in her class and was thinking, I worked so hard, but still he got appreciated. No one even cared about my hardwork. Yeah, he is indeed very clever. But what about me? I guess I am being selfish, but I don't think thinking about myself is considered as selfish. Who is Siddharth Shukla I am really confused. Is he what my heart says, or is he what my brain says.

It's the end of the day. She waited for siddharth to come and say, that shehnaaz let's go home. But this time no one came. She frowned and walked out.

She was in her room doing her work, when she felt his footsteps. She sighed and said, so he is home. She opened her door and saw he closed the door of his room. She didn't even saw his face. She felt ignored and her eyes became moist.

She slowly closed the door of her room and cried hugging her knees to her chest.

1 week passed and they literally didn't saw eachother. He tried his best to ignore her, also she didn't tried to solve this. They chose to leave it as it it going.

One night, she felt some sounds from his room. She thought to have a look but stopped, as she was hurt because he was ignoring her. She again heard it, and now she couldn't hold more. She got out and opened his door. And she gasped looking at the scene near her. The ground slipped away from her feet.

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