Every time I think of you
I feel so mother fuckin used
Begging me to go down on you
When I Never even wanted to
You just kept up your little act
You're still thinking bout the past
I've moved on now leave me be
I don't see you as an enemy
You just over react every time I'm in the room
Maybe you should just except that I'm over you
Writing all the petty songs to ruin my name
Sayin I'm missin out but I don't feel that way
There's a boy who has my whole heart
Unlike you he plays the real part
He doesn't beg, whine, or complain
All I hear is his damn name
I don't care about you now
Why don't you just leave this town?
Maybe then you'll finally see
You're better off without me
I'm too good for you
I'm so over you
All the pain you put me through
Always manipulating
That shit was so irritating
Playing the victim bothered me
And you wonder why I can't be
In your arms contently
Claimin in your little song
That I was lying through my teeth
Boy you got me so damn wrong
You don't understand I had to leave
All you did wanted was my body
In my eyes you're fucking ugly
Leave me alone now, can't you see
I'm better off without you next to me
At that party I went off alone
To get on my god damn phone
I wanted away from you
Because you brought my god damn ex
To my birthday party, what was next?
All the victimizing
All the lying
It pissed me off
I'm over you, so get lost.
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Jax's poetry
PoetryThis is just poetry I write. ⚠️TW: references to self harm, mental illnesses, manipulation, etc.⚠️