Jax's poetry

You, I Hate You.

Sittin' in silence
While you're just here vibin'
I can't stand this tension
Why don't you mention
Me and my sorrows
My pain
And my anger
I can't sit here and linger
With you having fun
And I'm fuckin' done
With all of your shit
Why are you like this
I stick by your side
While you turn a blind eye
To me and my problems
I thought this was solid
I guess I was wrong
Where do I belong?
It's not by your side
I'm losin' my pride
By sittin with you
I'm payin my dues
When can I leave
The tricks up your sleeve
In my dark past
Or can maybe we last
Maybe I was wrong
And this is our last song
I can't tell my issues
If you will not listen
I'm losin' my visions
Of us
And our decisions
I feel like I'm not enough
I might as well be stuck
With you
Your problems
You anger
And your pain
When's the last time you even mentioned my name
In a convo with your friends
You used to talk about me to no end
When you actually loved me
Now I'm fuckin' ugly
And I'm the cause of our problems
And all of our losses
I cannot control this
Is there something I missed
Along the road
Which was so cold
When did I feel so used?
Maybe when I lost you