Can't trust anybody
You learn time and time again
Not to trust anybody
Not even your closest friend
You learn time and time again
People will only fuck you over
Even people who swore they'd stay til the very end
Keep it to yourself
DAMMIT KEEP IT TO YOURSELF
because you can't trust anybody else
Keep it to your fucking self
You're the only person you can trust
Others break the bond you worked so hard to build
Others mess you up
Others will only lead you to be killed
Your mentality is changing
Reality is cruel
Your mental health is spiraling
Everyone else sees you as a fool
"You're altering your reality"
I'M NOT ALTERING SHIT
"You're altering your realty"
Let me get in one good hit
Maybe then you'll learn a lesson
I can't trust you
Other people's business isn't yours the mention
Yet I trusted you and now feel so used
You can't trust anybody
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!
YOU CAN'T TRUST ANYBODY
I want to escape to a far away land
I want to go to a place that doesn't exist
The closest I get to that is my dreams
If only my mentality was good enough to lift
Up to the level of normal teens
Maybe then I wouldn't have to drift
Into the realm known as "sleep."
You can't trust anybody.
You can't trust anybody.
YOU ARE READING
Jax's poetry
PoetryThis is just poetry I write. ⚠️TW: references to self harm, mental illnesses, manipulation, etc.⚠️