Jax's poetry

Trapped

I'm not playin' victim
I just have the symptoms
Of anxiety, depression? Whatever it is
Please get these thoughts right outta my head
I cannot control it
My life's gone to no shit
I'm at a whole loss
People's faces lookin' cross
At me n' my decisions
They keep comin' up with visions
That I cannot control
My life's just a sinkhole
'Cause I'm fallin' right under
I'm crashin' like thunder
There's nothin' to do
My face is turnin' blue
'Cause I cannot breathe
I just have to grieve
My house is a little prison
And I'm a real villain
Who is in an asylum
And who is suicidal
Can't I let somebody in
I can't control how I have sinned