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Love Part 8

Present time

Would this end? No, I wouldn't let it unless L did. Will he go back to his usual self tomorrow? Hopefully not I thought placing my fingers through his hair hearing him sigh at my touch. He's so adorable. 

"Light, I feel good, better than I ever remember feeling is it selfish to say I don't want this day to end?" L asked taking me off guard.

I smiled "No I feel the exact same way, I want to know more about your likes and dislikes. I feel really attached to you L. I feel as if you're the only one who understands me. You might not see it but I'm not satisfied with the life I have. I think I've found someone who makes me feel good. I think we have a good journey coming up," I said watching L's eyes widen.

"You too light? We seem to be having a shared experience." L laughed. "Why is Light unhappy with his life?" L asked seriously. 

"I feel as if I'm a fake around people, I'm not interested in them perhaps that's another reason why you suspected me of being Kira I can't get attached to anyone. Girls at school always want to hang around with me because of my looks or grades I can't take them seriously because they don't take me seriously I'm a person too you know but I'm not even into to women anyway. But that would be seen as a problem to some people I.." L stopped me with his lips on mine. 

"It's alright I understand it, you can't speak to these people because they haven't got anything in common with you or they wouldn't accept you but in my opinion Light is better than all of them," L said surprising me with his last comment. "I like Light for who he really is, you don't need to pretend with me if you dislike something or like something express it." L stated. I smiled stroking my hand through his hair again.

"I will, I won't ever lie to you or stretch the truth," I said looking deep into L's eyes seeing the hint of pleasure in what I said. "I feel as if I have finally found someone that I can speak with. That speaks the same language. You know I don't really know who I am. I don't know what I like or don't like. I want to find myself," I added taking his hand in mine and slowly stroking it feeling a warm and tingly sensation between our fingers when L turned his hand over playing with mine.

"Likewise I wish to find myself as well, Perhaps we can find out who we are together,"L asked

"L.. " I started feeling really nervous, as I looked down. God I love you. L looked up at me placing his hand underneath my chin.

"What is it Light, "L asked concerned.

L's pov

What is it doesn't he want to stay with me? Or can't stay with me so he feels bad? I thought afraid of what he was going to say.

"L, I think I've fallen for you...I've fallen hard. For quite a while I've had a crush on you but for a long time I've been denying my true feelings but I feel like I can accept them now... I love you," Light said looking at me with eyes of hope that bled with a fear I hadn't seen before, it was as though he had already made up his mind on what I thought of him, sadness was in his eyes, he put his head down again. I blushed feeling my cheeks go hotter than I thought possible.

"You truly feel that way?" I asked as confusion clouded my head and before I knew it, I felt tears started to form in my eyes.

"Yes," he said still having his head down.  

"I feel the same as you, I love you too Light, " I said feeling tears of happiness run down my face.

Light's pov

"I love you too Light, " L exclaimed. Shock filled me as I heard those words and saw a single tear down his face. I automatically latched on.

"You don't need to cry L," I said smiling gently removing the tear with my hand only to have more run down from his eyes. 

"I'm sorry.." L said embarrassed by his voice shaking before I cooed him 

"It's okay L I'm right here, I'm not leaving," I said kissing him gently. 

"I love you," I said bringing a nervous laugh out from his mouth when a tear rolled down his cheek. I removed the tear and we leaned back together for a little while longer. 
...

It then started to rain and we both carefully climbed down the stairs. 

"Would you like to come to my apartment complex?" I asked L picking up the pillows and the luggage and placed them in the basket. 

"Light moved from home? You've grown up quick," L asked. 

"Yes, you want to know the best part of having a new place to live?" I asked taking L's hand for us to go. 

"What is it Light?" L asked interested. 

"No Misa stalking me," I said grinning, 

"Don't say that you might get some bad luck and run into each other when you're getting home one day," L said amused by his comment. 

"True," I added, we ran back to my apartment complex.

"God it was cold out there," L exclaimed.

"Don't worry when we get inside we'll get warm again," I shivered opening the door.