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<<WHAT ABOUT YOU? You know my story, I'd like to know yours if you're ok with it>> I bite the inside of my cheek for a brief second, I've never talked about it either, Midoriya just has some theories but he never dared to ask in fear of making me uncomfortable. <<I...i grew up in an orphanage, it was very crowded and they didn't treat us exactly like humans, I would lie if I said that was a good place for kids, I got adopted a few years ago, when I was 9, by such a sweet, sweet couple, and I was such a difficult kid>>

Ok it's way harder than I thought, I didn't think that telling my story would be so painful, even if it's nothing against what Shoto just told me, and I didn't think that Shoto holding my hand would actually help than much. <<I think that being left there, and abused by the staff, add to that also being bullied by the other kids because they were afraid of me, it all contributed to this feeling I have of not being in the right place, the only thing I ever wanted was finding my place in the world but they sure didn't help me with that, I had a quirk block until 11 years old, that's when I found out about my powers, my first contact with people outside the orphanage, the couple that adopted me sent me to school and seeing all those kids that were doing such cool things just kinda unlocked my abilities...>>

I turn to him, tears in the corners of my eyes made him pity me even more. <<They helped me with a lot of things, even tried to find my real parents, but my mom is dead and my dad just...he disappeared, I didn't care though, they were good people and treated me kindly, I also found out they adopted me cause they lost their previous son for an illness, but then the same illness got my adopted mother too, and she died too...after that, my father just- he just went away, far far away from the home full of memories of his old family, leaving me alone and sending me money sometimes, it was just like being left behind all over again, but I was completely alone this time...i can't blame him tho, he was hurting, and seeing their faces in every photo on every wall was probably too much so he hid in his work trying to distract himself>>

<<But you were hurting too, all over again, that doesn't excuse him Ame, I can't imagine what you went through, he should of focused on what was left of his family>> I really can't be complaining about having a loving family in front of him, god I'm so stupid...<<At least it was a private orphanage, no more crowd anxiety problem so you know, let's look at the bright side>> I try to lighten up the mood but he doesn't buy it, I thank him with a gaze as he sweezes my hand once more and I hold back the tears thinking about how lonely I've felt until I got into 1-A.<< I've always felt useless, my whole life, and staying there without being able to help just made it worse, I looked at her die, and at my father die inside, I couldn't do anything to take away the pain from them, and I just looked at him get away from me too, I think it hurt that time because I had a taste of what a family could be and then I lost it, but now I have you all, and I really feel like you're my family, or like the closest thing to a family that I could have>>

<<Akisame, you can consider me your family, because I view you like mine, you mean more to me than my parents so just don't get embarrassed to say that, ok? We won't leave>>

<<Thank you, for real>>

<<Thank you, you have a gift, you make people happy like no one can, and you really deserved more>> he pulls me towards him, hugging me tightly, maybe it was just a hug for him, but for me...it was the sign I was waiting for, the one that made me understand I finally have d found my place in this world, my little space, with my little people, and I want them to stay by side.

I think that going to the U.A is the best idea I've ever had.