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I KNOCK TWICE ON SHOTO'S DOOR, waiting patiently for him to answer and looking around so I won't get caught by accident making people think something else, I switch my weight from one leg to another while I hear steps getting closer to the door from behind it and as soon as it opens I get inside closing it and leaning my back on it under te boy's confused gaze. <<Everything good? >>

<<Huh? Oh yeah, yeah sure I just wanted to say sorry for today, you know, maybe you wanted kids or something, and your pretty awesome amazing powerful strong intelligent smartass friend took away your dream>> he holds back a laugh shaking his head and going back to his bed where he sits on the edge, looking funny at me. <<Don't worry, nothing personal during training, and me and my "dream" Are good>> I smile going to sit next to him when he pats the spot on the bed near him, but when I do so he let's himself plop backwards, looking at the ceiling. <<Ame>>

I do the same, plopping backwards too and staring at the ceiling with him, I let out a little "hm?" To let him know I heard him. <<Don't...don't be so excited near my father, or near his things, please>> he keeps looking at the ceiling while talking, classic sign of a delicate topic, and I take a deep breath before answering him. <<Fine, is there something you want to talk about, Sho?>>

<<He's not...he isn't the person you think he is, the good hero that's just a little severe, with a building for himself and a whole floor for a gym that he doesn't even use, he's no hero>>

<<So that really was a whole floor...>>

<<What? >>

Shit shit shit shit I said that out loud.

<<Nothing, anyways I can guarantee you that I don't admire him at all, I'm more of an Erase Head fan, I'm just surprised by how big these rooms are, I'm used to be in my little room all alone so just getting out amazes me, but I did notice your hate towards him, wanna talk? >>

<<I've never...I've never talked about it with someone>>

<<If you don't want to then it's ok don't worry>>

<<It's not that I didn't want to, I just had no one to talk to...but you know, my father can't actually be classified as a father for me...Akisame I was an experiment, do you know what quirk couples are? >> he turns his head to me, a sad look on his face as he tries to see my reaction, but unfortunately I don't know what those are. <<They're weddings between rich families made just so the kid will have a specific quirk...Endeavor should have never been a father he's not made for that, he became one just because of his obsession with that two that's associated with his name, but since he couldn't surpass All Might himself he wanted a son that could do that...>> he stops for a moment, sighing and my heart shrinks thinking about how wasted his childhood must have been since his father wanted him just for using him.

<<He searched for my mother, who comes from an ice quirk only family, he bought her, and he forced her to have kids until the perfect half would come out, me...my siblings weren't even treated like his kids, and I was his little perfect prize, he stole my childhood, and he still tries to force me fight for him, to prove All Might that he can beat him even if not directly>> he squeezes the sheets in between his fingers, trying to keep calm while talking about it, he stops looking up and I see his eyes getting watery so I reach for his hand holding it tightly, I can't even imagine what he went through...being raised like a sold at since birth, being born just for your father's personal revenge against someone you have nothing to do with, having your childhood stolen by your own father, not being able to play with your siblings like a normal kid.

<<The worst part is that yes, I was a weapon for my father, but I also was a nightmare for my mother, my father didn't need her anymore after I was born so he started treating her even worse than before, she lost her freedom too because of him, but also because of me and my siblings, she didn't have the chance to grow, fall in love, live, and everytime she looked at me she was seeing the reason she was in that trap that made her crazy... she was the one that burnt my face during one of her moments, and that's when Endeavor sent her to the psyc yard>>

<<Shoto I can't...i can't even imagine what you went through, but I can guarantee that you're not just an experiment, you're a person, an amazing one too, and you're not your father's weapon anymore, you know that right? You're your own person, you have his quirk sure but that doesn't mean you're like him, it's just some stupid superpower, the only thing that counts is how you use it>> he nods smiling sadly and holding even tighter my hand for comfort.