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<<YOU TALK TO ME only if we're alone, you know, your reputation is too important to be ruined, so, I repeat, what do you want? >>

<<Nothing, I just wanted to chat a little, ask you how was your time at Endeavor's agency>> my breath stops in my lungs remembering what happened during the internship and I try to avoid Bakugo's eyes, but he just gets closer. <<So? What happened, Ame>> he's not gonna leave me alone, he never calls me Ame so he must be really determined to get the answer he's been craving for. <<You know, training that all that>>

<<And? I saw you changed a little, you know>>

<<As if you know how I was before>> I scoff at his sudden interest, and of course at his arrogance thinking that he can just get in here and assume that I changed.

<<So? The nerd's mad at you cause you hang out with icy hot now? And glasses stays by his side for some weird admiration sense? Don't leave me hanging darling you know I'm a curious man>> oh so I'm darling now? What kind of man do you turn into when you want something, Bakugo?

<<What? Me and Shoto don't->>

<<Shoto huh, first name basis here>>

<<On just stop, I already have a lot going on and your continuous game really doesn't have space up here>> I tap on my temple and he sighs just keeping his eyes on me.

<<This, THIS>> My arms fly in front of me gesturing to him and everything that surrounds him. <<This whole thing where you come to me with some shitty spoiled boy claim on me that things he's above everything and everyone, i don't even know if I'm a friend or not, a threat or an extra to your story, if you're ashamed of being seen with me and that's why you corner me in some place so you can talk to me without anyone seeing, this is wrong and, and tiring, you don't understand what you're doing to me...and shoto, yes shoto>> I stop to point out his name while pointing my index finger to his chest. <<He stays by my side, he's not ashamed of being my friend when others are looking and most importantly he's direct, he's open with me, us two had a pretty confusing past yes but I'm just tired of trying to forgive you while you puch me away, YOU'RE the one who refuses to have friends, and if you want to stay alone I can't do anything about that even though I'd love to, but I don't want to be lonely again Bakugo, and if Shoto and the rest of the class help me with that you have no say in this since you're the one who doesn't wanna be part of the people that help me feel less alone>>

He stays quiet, first time in years that I actually see real guilt in his eyes, this is probably the first real conversation we've had since the sports festival and I see it shook him, but I really needed to get it all out and he appeared just at the right time.

Another knock at the door finally puts a stop at my break down and I shout a "come in" while looking directly into his eyes. <<Ame we're all down sta->> I hear Shoto's voice and I soften a little, turning to him and smiling at the confused look on his face that kept switching between me and the blond. <<Thank you, Shoto, I'm coming, and you>> I turn back to Bakugo, this time a little calmer. <<You're welcome here anyways, we all have exams, but I suggest you clear your mind cause you're confused too, Bakugo, it's for your own good>>

I feel my heart lighter, a massive weight has been lifted from my chest and I feel like I could fly right now, I take a slow breath and make a step towards Shoto but I accidentally step onto Bakugo's shadow and I get out of Shoto's.

Both me and the colored hair boy just look at each other shocked, u try to re-do it but I can't, I can move a little Shoto's shadow tho-

I feel a smile creeping into my face, maybe that's what I have to do, make amends with the things that weight on my heart, clear my mind.

I let the door wide open and I give Bakugo one last look before goin downstairs with Shoto, I wasted enough timetime and we have a lot of things to study.