WORD MAZE

is this what heartbreak feel like?

Just like snow on the shade of my home,
Which has not melted yet,
I continue to feel these feelings inside me,
Please tell how i'm supposed to close
the lid on this love,
Just like a locked room ,
with no window,
whose key to open has lost,
I continue to feel this love i had for you.

You were like a spring,
In my winter life,
No matter how much snow was there,
You mysteriously came and melted it,
No matter where i go,
I feel your presence there,
I can smell your scent lingering everywhere.

Just like cold tears coming from eyes ,Who pretend to be nice
But at last dry up on there own
Leaving me alone ,
I try to move on like those tears
I try to leave and erase the pictures of you from my memories,
But i cant even do that,
I started to miss you,
The moment you said goodbye.

I know i will never wish that i would have never met you,
I try to move on,
Even though i can't even say goodbye properly,
I try to forget about you
even though i feel the love
i felt for you surging inside me.

Rainy, sunny, cloudy days
Summer, winter, spring, autumn
You are there in all those 365 days
I miss you
I love you
I want you
But than also i had lost you,
We cant go back to
how we were anymore,
We cant talk, laugh and
be together anymore,
You didnt even give me any chance.

Now i wish i would have said
my feelings more clearly
What can i do to cure this pain?
Pain which i feel without you in my life,
I feel lonely without you,
Even though i am surrounded by people
Someone tell me.....Is this what heartbreak feel like?

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Heelllllooo fellas,
Well i started writing poems which were inspirational and all but i feel like now i am writing poems of depression ..hehe...
Maybe this lockdown has finally made me sad girl....

Well...don't worry once this lockdown is over and school will start i will be once again be happy going girl...uh..maybe be my previous airhead self

But this only means that no matter how much you try to be happy you will face sadness but this stage will also went by and happiness will come again ...

Like you know even if that room's key is lost we can just remake the key of lock or best just break the lock or door ...and to melt the the snow bring a candle and and to stop tears from leaving you ,cut onions😂....

Just kidding..

Welp now i will stop.... Be happy

Byeeeeeeeee💜💜
borahae💜💜💜💜