Waiting For You (WWE FanFic)

Chapter 48: Regrets...

Ava's POV

I laid in bed still thinking about Dean. I've been doing this for the past two weeks,and now it's started to become a routine.

Why did I even betray Dean? Why did I leave? I shouldn't have left. I never should  have betrayed Dean. If I had not betrayed him,we still would have been together.

I glanced over at the clock that was hung on the wall.

4:48 a.m

I sighed knowing that there was no way that I was going to sleep.

Maybe a early morning walk would clear my mind. I thought.

I threw the sheets aside and turned on the lamp near my bed. I searched through my suitcase, looking for something to wear. I finally decided on wearing white skinny jeans, a 'Hounds of Justice' t-shirt, and my regular converse. I also wore a sweater just in case it was chilly.

This sweater is huge. It must have been Dean's. I thought to myself.

I walked out of my bedroom and quietly shut the door closed, knowing that Reby and Nikki were probably still asleep. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a small note to the girls. Just in case they freak out when they find me gone. I made myself some coffee to start the day off. I was kind of hesistant because the coffee maker was so god damn loud. F*ck you coffee maker.

I walked out with my freshly made coffee in my hands. I felt the cool early morning breeze hit my face once I exited the building. I put my hood up and started walking around, sipping my coffee every once in awhile. There were barely any people or cars out on the streets, which was very peaceful considering that it was really early in the morning. I decided to take a break,so I sat down on a nearby bench. I took out my phone and set my mug of coffee down on the arm rest. I scrolled through Twitter, looking at my recent notifications.

'When is Ava gonna turn on The Authority? She doesn't belong there! :( '

'The Authority has never been better. Ava joining this team, was #BestForBusiness'

Oh not this 'best for business' sh*t again. I just got over that. I thought.

"What are you doing out here so late?"

I looked up and Roman was standing in front of me, and sat down .

I shrugged, "I couldn't sleep." I replied casually.

"I bet something's on your mind." Roman said poking my forehead.

"Nothing's on my mind." I lied, looking down at the palm of my hands.

"Come on, Ava." Roman said nudging me. "I've known you for at least two and half years. I know when you're lying. Come on. What's going on in that little mind of yours?"

I sighed. "I don't know.."

"It's just," I started. "How can I explain this.."

"Just spit it out." Roman suggested.

"I-I just miss him.." I confessed.

"Dean?"

I nodded. "Yeah. I've been awake every night for the past two weeks just thinking about him. I mean, the thought of him and Reneè, together? It-it just hurts, you know. Seeing that one person you love, give all of his love away to another girl. My heart broke into millions of pieces once I found out."

"You still love him?" Roman asked.

I nodded. "Yeah. I've never stopped loving Dean. It breaks my heart to know that he already found a replacement for me."