Family pt.4 (transphobia)

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Just after a few weeks, i figured out your game.
You talk sweetly to me,
But i keep icy.
Stop sending me these dirty SMS.
You tried to talk to my heart,
But failed so bad.
I bet you thought that i won't say something.
Now i fall into the dark, you gave me the perfect trauma.
Now i hear all these voices, i'm a chaos now.
They tell me to do bad things now.
I really lost my mind.
Now these voices tell me, whats wrong and whats right.
I can't escape from them, i kinda like them.
I really lost my mind,
Really lost it.
Shut your fucking mouth, i won't change at all.
I just wanted to be happy, why the fuck do you try to kill me now?
It doesn't matter how hard you try, i stay me forever.
Fuck off, i won't see you again, i'll stay away from you, so i can be myself.
Together with you, i'm silent,
I don't feel safe at all.
The day i came out repeat on and on, i hear your voice on and on.
"You will stay a girl for ever", "You will repent it in the end", "you're just too young to know".
Now i hear all these voices, i'm a chaos now.
They tell me to do bad things now.
I really lost my mind.
Now these voices tell me, whats wrong and whats right.
I can't escape from them, i kinda like them.
I really lost my mind,
Really lost it.
Shut your fucking mouth, i won't change at all.
I just wanted to be happy, why the fuck do you try to kill me now?
It doesn't matter how hard you try, i stay me forever.
Fuck off, i won't see you again, i'll stay away from you, so i can be myself.
Every night i cry about your words, they cut me till i bleed.
Why do you keep going, you know what you doing.
I'm going crazy,
You make me crazy.
Shut your fucking mouth, i won't change at all.
I just wanted to be happy, why the fuck do you try to kill me now?
It doesn't matter how hard you try, i stay me forever.
Fuck off, i won't see you again, i'll stay away from you, so i can be myself.

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