Lost and Found

Chapter 8

trigger warning. self harm

Sam pov

"Calm down Dean" I yell at my off tap brother. "Calm down really Sam! Cass hasn't answered us in three bloody days and I want to know what the hell is going on" he adds to another line of raging.

"You called" I roll my eyes at the sound of Cass's voice. Dean's face is fuming. "I have been calling you for days, Cass" he shouts.

"I am sorry, I had to handle a few things but I'm here now" Cass is as simple but good simple as always. "We think some of our memories have been hidden away to do with Elena. Can you see if you can unlock here to unlock ours?" I blurt out before Dean can but in an aggressive way. "I can only try," Cass answers. Dean lets out a puff which I don't if it's a good or bad thing.

I lead Cass to Elena's room and knock on the door. Lately Dean and I haven't been getting responses or even a word out of Elena. Maybe this can fix things. I open the door to see Elena writing in the journal I got her. Research pays off. Elena looks up to Cass in query. "I'm Castiel your guardian angel" Elena bursts out with laughter at Cass's true comment. Cass looks over to me in confusion. Okay maybe Cass shouldn't have jumped straight to the point of being her guardian angel. "Sam, Dean, I need you to sit either side of Elena for this to work" Dean and I follow Cass's instructions even though Elena flinches. Time to find the truth.

Elena pov

This is about the missing memories. But what is this about me having a guardian angel? I want to ask questions but Castiel places his hand on my head and makes Sam, Dean and I connect hands. Great now we are hand holding. A huge black and white flash hits me and I don't think I'm the only one seeing this.

Memory 1 Elena pov

I hate waiting. Sam and Dean will be here any minute. Caroline has a huge crush on Dean whenever he is here but Dean is four years older than us. Sam is the same age as me and he is a load of fun. My mum and dad have known John Winchester for a long time but Sam and Dean don't have a mum like me. The sound of the Impala sends a huge smile to my face. "Mum, dad they're here" I squeal as I run down the stairs and out the door. I watch as Sam and Dean get out of the car and I immediately run up to Sam and hug him. Sam is like my other brother. Dean is cute. I have always thought he was. Dean used to look after me and Sam when our parents would have adult chats at a "private place". I give Dean a hug as well but blush a little. "I have missed you guys so much" I squeal as if I am three but I'm 9. I'm going to be ten soon so I hope Sam and Dean stay long. Dean is 13 so he is an annoying teenager but he still matters to me. Sam is excited as I am but Dean is trying to hide his excitement. As always he has to be so serious. "Lighten up Dean, admit it you miss me" I cheekly say. "Ah you got me Elena, of course I miss you" he admits. The Winchesters are my family.

Memory 2 Sam pov

Elena and I have been writing to each for months now but it's not the same. She is like the sister I don't have. Except she has no idea I'm in town. "Hey the hot brunette with Caroline" I called out from across the street. Elena's face goes wide with a huge bright smile. Elena doesn't even look at the traffic on the road and comes running over to me. Elena throws her arms around me. "Oh my god Sam" she squeals just like she always does when she is excited. This is a girl I have seen cry, punched a guy in the face for. She's my sister. Caroline has already walked off as she can't see Dean in sight. "Dad has dropped me off to stay the weekend, Dean and he are going somewhere and I didn't want to come" I partly lied. I wasn't allowed to come on this hunting trip. Elena knows about the family business of hunting but she doesn't always need to know everything about it. "Well at least I get to have you for a whole weekend, Sam we have to go to the new bookstore that has just opened up" Elena has always been one for a good book. Elena takes my hand and pulls me along to the bookstore.