Or So I Thought

Meeting part 1

Chapter 14:

Addisons pov:

I walk in and I immediately feel like I'm in a hospital, it has the same smell.

I look around and walk to my room, number 117.

I place my bags down and sit on the hard cushioned bed.

I unzip my suit case and pull the sock out that I placed the blade in.

I take the blade out and walk to the trash can, "I am here to help myself, to get better, and to put the past behind." I say to myself.

I drop the blade in the trash can and everything feels like slow motion.

I watch the blade drop and I hear the echoing sound of it hitting the bottom of it.

I look at the other bed and wonder if I share a room with someone.

Standing up, I walk to the door and open it slowly making my way down the hallway.

I walk to the front desk, "where is the room every one like hangs out?"

"Down the hall and its your first right." She says smiling.

I nod and smile, "thanks." I say walking away filling the instructions she gave me.

I enter that room and see a group of boys watching a football game, it reminds me Hayes..

I see another group of girls talking at a table and pointing to the boys.

It seems just like school but also different.

A brunette pretty girl approaches me, "hi! You must be new?" She asks.

I nod my head in return answering her question.

"Well follow me."

I walk to the coach and sit down next to her.

There are two boys and 1 other girl sitting with us.

"I'm Kyra." The girl who took me over here introduced herself.

"I'm Addison."

"Your my roommate! I was told you were coming today, nice to meet you!" She days excitedly.

I smile trying to look happy, but his can you be happy at rehab?

"This is Adam, and that's nick." She says pointing to the boys.

"And that's Ashley." She says pointing to the girl.

"So why are you here? I'm here because I was anorexic."

"Oh, well, I uh, I committed suicide." I sigh.

"But.. Your still here?" She says confused.

"Well my heart rate stopped and they were able to save me, I did a drug over dose, and I'm suicidal." I tell her.

"I was suicidal too." I think nick it was says and puts his hand on my shoulder.

"The difference is, is that I am suicidal." I frown.

"I was a sex addict, I know it sounds wrong and all but my mom is a prostitute so I guess that's why." The other boy says.

I look around not knowing what to say.

Kyra my roommate looks at me and says, "you look familiar do you have any siblings?"

"Yea, Taylor Caniff is my twin brother and Matt Espinosa is my step brother."

"Oohhhh, I go to their school!" Kyra said.

"Aye, me too." Nick smiled.

"Oh cool when I get out of here I'll be going there to."