Timeless•Liskook[on-going]

Destined To Not Be Together

"I, I, I..." taehyung stammered.

Taehyung wanted to tell Lisa that he didn't mind her disfigurement at all and she should go with him, but he couldn't say it.

"You're scared!" Lisa smiled weirdly, "You haven't seen it clearly yet, you're afraid of me..."

"I'm not afraid, I'm just..." taehyung raised his head and glanced at her, taking a breath of coldness with fright, his eyes widening like copper bells.

Lisa has removed the bandage, he can see the wound on her face clearly, two three-inch long scars are deeply drawn on her face, from the left cheek to the right cheek, and the upper lip is cut and deformed. It's like a beautiful oil painting that has been cut twice and become damaged and broken. It was originally a priceless treasure, but now, it is not even as good as a piece of waste paper.

"Have you seen it clearly?" Lisa walked to taehyung, held out her hand to hold his face, and let him look at herself, "I am like this, do you still love me?"

He don’t know if it’s because of fear, or panic, taehyung trembled all over, and his lips moved, but he couldn't say a word.

"You don't love!" Lisa's tears fell, cold and sad, "You don't love! You don't..."

"Lisa, Lisa, I, I..."

Taehyung stammered out a few words. He wanted to say that he didn’t mind, that he still loved her, she was the only woman he loved, but he just couldn’t say it, really couldn’t say it, he even dare not look at her face.

"I knew that your love is so fragile." Lisa smiled sadly, "I am Lisa, without that beautiful face, I am nothing. Kai was scared by me, and you are also scared by me, and jungkook..."

Lisa thought of jungkook, her heart pierced thinking about how jungkook will treat her if he sees her like this, "He will also be scared by me."

Taehyung closed his eyes tightly, not daring to look at Lisa. At this moment, he felt a lot of pain in his heart, not only for Lisa, but also for himself. He didn't know until this moment that he was the one he loved most. It's himself, he has always only loved himself, in fact, he is as selfish as Kai!!

All he did was just to prove his position in Lisa's heart.

He wanted to prove that she was his, from beginning to end.

He wanted to prove that he was no worse than Kai and jungkook.

Therefore, he desperately wanted Lisa, even ignoring her feelings.

He doesn't care that she used to be Jungkook’s woman, he doesn't care that she has a child, but he cares about her completely ruined face. Because it concerns his self-esteem!

Yes, what taehyung cares about most... is actually his self-esteem, his pathetic self-esteem.

"That's okay, no one will bother me anymore. I am finally free. I can live a peaceful life by myself." Lisa turned around and gently wiped the tears from her face, "taehyung, we used to really love each other when we were young and innocent, that's enough. Now you finally see your heart clearly, in the future, don't pester me anymore, just let me go!"

"I'm sorry..." taehyung squeezed this sentence from between his teeth, opened his red eyes, and looked back at Lisa guiltily, "Lisa, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I only know now how bad I am. I have no right to despise Kai, I am just like him, I am sorry for you..."

"Now go!" Lisa cried out, "Forget me, and live a good life!" turning her back to him

"Sorry……"

With the last word  'sorry', taehyung's voice choked, and when he turned around, tears fell from the corners of his eyes, mourning his sad and selfish love.