So Now You Want Me?

Chapter 3

Vanessa POV

When Sandra and I got to the club I was kind of nervous. Tonight was my night. No one was going to ruin it especially not my mate. Oh no. I was going to have the night of my life.

"Hey Vanessa Ready to have some fun?"

"Oh Heck yeah."

"Lets go!"

We ran inside and saw the club in full swing. The music and the vibe was just so amazing. It made me want to party all night. It was making my blood pump faster. Oh yeah today was definetly going to be amazing.

I'm mateless for the night. 

"Hey! Girlfriend You will have the night of your life. Lets dance."

"Ok but lets get something to help us have some fun."

We headed to the bar and got some alcoholic beverage.

When my friend and I got to the dance floor a fast song came on. We moved the beat and were having so much fun. Before the next song came on, two sexy fine looking men came our way.

"Hey Beautiful girls wanna dance?"

I looked at my friend trying to mind-link her.

So you wanna?

Sure.

We turned to look at they guys and said 

"Yeah"

"Great."

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It had been hours since we arrived and we were still dancing like if our life depended on it. I got tired and headed to the bar for another alcoholic beverage.

"Ayy Can I get another?"

"No."

"Oh come on handsome. Let me get another."

He just blushed and handed me another. 

I just winked at him 

"Thanks Handsome"

Oh I don't know who possessed me because I was feeling less uptight and more free. I wanted to act wild. I guess that's what alcohol does to you. 

When I gulped down my drink I was moving my body and Mike , the guy I had danced with for hours , grabbed me by my waist. I didn't have a mate so I just moved to the music rubbing my body over him. He turned me around so I could face him and he kissed him. It was a rough yet good kiss. Since I felt good and wild I kissed him back with so much force. He grabbed me and we kept kissing. 

He took me to a near bye booth. I guess we were going to have fun tonight. He started to touch my legs and was slowly going up.

"You're so sexy Vanessa."

For once in my life I felt wanted and it.... it felt good. It felt good to be in a mans arms and not feel disgusting. 

He slowly pulled away from the kiss and went to my neck. He bit me and I'm sure that was going to leave a mark.

Mikes hand was almost going to in my dress when I heard a growl. I thought it was my imagination so I didn't bother seeing who it was. When I felt Mike wasnt on top of me anymore. When I opened my eyes Jake was looking furious. He had Mike by the collar.

"What are you doing? Put him down!"

Jake released his hold on Mike and let him go.

Mike looked at me and I could tell he wanted to stay but I looked at him with a pleading face and I guess he understood. But before he left he kissed me on the cheek and told me to call him.

Jake just growled

I smiled at Mike and said ok.

When Mike was gone. I looked at Jake. I was so pissed off. How dare he! I was having a good time.

"What are you doing here!"

Jake got me by my arm and took me to a place where we could talk. I guess it was a room. Huh this club sure was something else

"What are you doing here!" I asked again

"The question here is why was he touching you."

"Why do you care? I don't have a mate."

"Because if I didn't stop him then he would have took advantage of you. Look at you, you're drunk."

"I'm not drunk! I am in all my 5 senses. I didn't need you to get in the way! What if I wanted to be with him? You are nobody in my life."

He glared at me and grabbed me again by my arm and kissed me. The kiss was rough like if he was trying to tell me something. He was angry and so was I. Through the kiss we were fighting. His tongue was asking for entrance and I allowed . We were both trying to take control, we were both fighting for control. He laid me on the bed and we broke our kiss to catch our breath and then I kissed him. It was so amazing. The sparks, the pull. It was magical. I hated that I felt this way but then again I was happy.

Then we both made love.

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When I woke up I saw Jake getting his stuff. Memories of last night came. It was beautiful. He was my first. I'm proud of that.

"Where you going?"

The words he said next broke me completely.

"Home. Oh and don't tell anyone what happened. I haven't changed my mind. I'm still rejecting you. What happened last time was a one night kind of thing. Don't get to hopeful and think this means something because it doesn't."  

I was shocked. Even after everything he still was a jerk. I guess it was too good to be true. I tried holding back my tears but it was to much to hold back.

Then he was gone.

Jake POV

When I saw Vanessa and that guy kissing each other. I was furious. My wolf took over. I cant believe if I was another second late they would have been together and I was not letting that happen. She was my mate. How dare she want someone else that wasn't me. She was mine. 

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When I woke up and looked to my side I saw my mate. The memories from last night all came back to me. My wold had taken over and It wanted to make love to his lover. I cant believe I couldn't control myself. Now she is going to get an Idea I want her and I don't. It was good last night but that's all. It was just one night. It would look bad that someone like me would be with something as big as Vanessa. 

Before she woke up I hurried and tried to put on my clothes but apparently fate decided to kick me in the but because right at that moment she woke.

When she saw me she looked confused.

"Where are you going?"  her sleepy voice was so sexy.

WAIT why did I think that? It doesn't make your image better Jake and she will ruin your image. Image is everything. 

"Home. Oh and don't tell anyone what happened. I haven't changed my mind. I'm still rejecting you. What happened last time was a one night kind of thing. Don't get to hopeful and think this means something because it doesn't."

When I turned to see her she was in shock then the tears that were falling onto her cheeks took her out of her shock. 

It hurt to see this but I couldn't be with her. My image went over anything. I might be selfish but she wasn't the mate I deserved. I deserved something better. My reputation would be ruined and that would be terrible. All this years I worked for my image.

Before I did anything stupid I walked out the door and shut the door behind me.

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