Could you love me?

Part 7

Lizzie immediately wipes the tears from y/n checks. "Hey it's okay, you can drop around me." Lizzie says, rubbing her cheeks.

"No I can't" Y/n says getting a bit worked up. "I scared away my last caregiver, I don't want to scare you away. You're not even my caregiver, god what am I saying." Y/n says rambling, starting to cry more. "Too little, too little." Y/n repeats starting to fall to her knees.

Lizzie immediately scoops y/n up, carrying her over to the couch. "It's okay, I've got you." Lizzie whispers to her, rubbing y/n's back.

Once y/n breathing calms down she untucks her head from Lizzies neck. "I'm sorry." Y/n whispers out.

"Ah none of that." Lizzie says. Y/n tries to apologize again but Lizzie doesn't allow it. Lizzie continues to hold y/n close, rocking her a bit to help her calm down.

"Did you really mean it?" Y/n says, tucking her head back in lizzies neck.

"Mean what?" Lizzie says, starting to rub y/n back again.

"I can drop around you." Y/n barely gets out.

Lizzie pauses, "Babygirl can you look at me?"

Y/n looks up at Lizzie, slowly meeting her gaze.

"You can be in whatever headspace you like when you are around me." Lizzie says nodding at y/n before continuing. "I actually was going to ask you last night but then I wasn't sure if it would cross some sort of line. So then I stopped myself but now I think I can ask it.." Lizzie gets out quickly, starting to ramble.

Y/n notices the slight panic and places a hand on lizzies cheek, helping her calm back down. Lizzie smiles and takes a deep breath.

"If you are okay with it and want, I..I could be your caregiver." Lizzie gets out looking at y/n.

Y/n immediately tears up, starting to cry a bit. Lizzie hugs her trying to backtrack.

"Sorry, I don't have to be. I don't want to make you uncomfortable." Lizzie says, holding y/n close.

"No" y/n whispers out.

"I understand, don't worry about it." Lizzie says rocking y/n back and forth a bit. Trying not to let disappointment deep through her voice.

"No... I want that." Y/n gets out in between breaths.

Lizzie breaks into a smile hearing y/n. "Really?" Lizzie asks, looking down at her.

Y/n just nods her head into lizzies neck. Lizzie can't help but to smile. She quickly kisses y/n on top of her head before wrapping her in her arms again.

Lizzie can tell y/n is right on the verge of dropping. She kept feeling y/n begin to suckle on her neck only to stop a few seconds later, trying to prevent herself from dropping.

"Babygirl, you can drop. I've got you. Mommy's got you." Lizzie says, rubbing y/n back a bit.

Y/n just whines in return. Still trying to fight the urge to drop. However once Lizzie stands and starts to sway a bit y/n can't help it anymore.

Lizzie feels y/n suckling start to slow until it stops completely. Lizzie looked down and saw y/n was sleeping soundly.

Lizzie put y/n down on the couch and started making dinner for the two of them. Once it was ready she slowly woke y/n up. Y/n wasn't too keen on waking up but once she smelled what Lizzie was cooking she quickly woke up.

Lizzie places y/n on her lap, helping feed her in between her own bites. Once finished she settled y/n down on the couch with some coloring books and a movie.