When its over

Surprise surprise.

Josephine's POV.

*Flashback.*

As I am sitting here in this waiting for the doctor to come out and call my name. I can't happen to think of hero in this moment this moment was supposed to be special for me and him. But it feels as if it's only special to me now since he is not here anymore. And the thought just breaks my heart. I am 7 months pregnant now and things have gotten a little crazy. I am excited and a little scared. I am glad to know that I have a piece of here inside of me. I wouldn't have a baby with anyone else but him and I am.
When
I was 6 months pregnant I found out the baby's gender and it was a girl and in the moment I found peace in little ways but not by much. But it's an amazing feeling.

"Josephine Fiennes Tiffin." The nurse calls me back there where she is. I get up and walk and shut the door behind me.

"This way please."she tells me. "Here in this room please the doctor will be with you shortly dear." She says and walk in the room and she closed the door behind her. I lay on the bed waiting for the doctor.

*End of flashback.*

*Present day.*

I sit in the living room on the floor looking at pictures of hero and me and it makes me cry I am still not over him I can't get over him. He was ripped from my arms. I see my baby girl looking at me. I wipe my tears and pick her up.
"I love you my little angel so so much and I know daddy loves you too." I say to her and kiss her on her cheek.

*Flashback.*

I finish setting up the baby's nursery it's finally completely. The room is pink with little flowers everywhere and in honor of hero so his daughter can feel close to her daddy I put up a pink British Flag. For her. I rub my belly and I feel her kick.

I walk out of the nursery and go in my room and put on some clean clothes and grab my keys and lock the door of my house and get into my car and drive to the cemetery so I can visit with hero. That's where i spend most of my time now days. And in a way I feel like it's good for me and the baby.
Even though she won't get to meet or have a connection with hero I will always tell her stories of me and him when she gets older.

I get out of my car and make my way over to hero's grave. Once I reach it I sit down on the beautiful grass. And stare at this grave. I get the courage to start speaking to him from beyond the grave I know it sounds weird but I don't care I just miss my hero.
"Hey my love it's Jo here a lot of things have changed since you have been gone I am having your baby of course you know that because I tell you Everytime I came and see you. I am going to name her sage because you have always said you wanted a daughter named sage so you get your wish. I finished setting up the nursery and it has the British Flag in her room to honor you. I wish you could have helped me with it. I wish you were here for all of it. I start crying. I am overwhelmed with emotions right now. I wish things were different hero god I wish. But it's the way it is your so far away but yet distant. And it sucks. I hope the baby has your eyes I hope she has your smile I hope she is the mini version of you. And when she gets older I could probably see you in her Although the thought does kill me it also makes me happy.

I smile through my tears. I could just imagine if he where still alive we would have the perfect family.
He has always wanted.

*End of Flashback.*

Its around dinner time so I pop a microwave dinner out of the fridge and put it in the microwave so it can heat up. I grab my baby out of the crib that I have in the living room. Because that's where I spend most of my time now days thinking of things I can do. I sit on the couch and turn on the tv. I pull my shirt down and start breastfeeding the baby. I flip through the tv channels. I guess this is what they call channel surfing now days.
Me and hero used to watch this show called the fosters it was really good we really got into it. I put the fosters on and let my mind shut off for today.

When the baby is done I put her in her crib and she falls fast asleep. I stroke her tiny head and whisper in her little tiny ear. " You get to meet your grandma and grandpa on mommy's side and daddy's side." I whisper in her ear and kiss her head.
I head in the kitchen and take out my food out of the microwave I rip of the plastic and grab a fork and eat it in the kitchen.
After I am done I look on the clock and see that it's already 9:30 pm shit the time here goes by really. Throw the empty container away and grab and take her upstairs and place her in her basinet.

I take off my day clothes and put them away Get into my bed clothes. Lay down and cover myself up and lay in bed thinking like I always do and I go right to sleep.

I hear something in my room move and I woke up and look around and see a figure moving forwards me and I gasp. "Oh my god." I look at the person.

                   

Authors note:

Well its been a long damn time holy shit. God have I missed writing so much my loves I missing giving you the chapters of my story you all want and need. I am a sophomore now and I got into honors English like I have always wanted to be in. But how do you like the chapter?. And who do you think the person is that Jo saw??. There is so much more drama coming up in the next too chapters and. Some good and Juicy hot stuff that's gonna be in one of the upcoming chapters!!!. You will just have to see. Until next time much love
   -Ellie❤️.