When its over

why?.

Josephine's Pov.
For once in my life i finally got a goodnight sleep. Ever since last year I didn't get sleep because I was taking care of a baby all by myself. And life was just hard. But now I don't if I am dreaming or not.
He is here , the man I have loved for most of my life is here. The one who caused me pain and heartbreak. Is here but he is also the one who his death and made me believe that was dead for a whole year A WHOLE YEAR!! . When he could have been here with us. Me and his daughter. Who didn't get to meet or be there for her birth. Not only did it effect me but it affected my daughter.
She has been without a daddy for a A WHOLE DAMN YEAR. And just thinking about it makes me angry and sad. I wake up ti a light shining in my eyes. I open my room eyes slowly to see they the light is coming from the window. I look over to my side and see that hero's not there. Damn I must have been dreaming about him then. My eyes snap over to the crib and I see they hero is holding his daughter and I mentally smile at the fact that he is holding her. I see him slowly swaying his hips back and forth with our daughter in his arms. He looks back at me and smiles "look mommy is awake."He said sweetly while looking from me to our baby they were made together.

It's like he thinks that what he did is fine but it's not he made me cry and miss him so much. I move the covers of my bed and I all over to the man I loved with every single piece of me and to my baby girl. I take her out his and hold her close. I kiss her head. "You look beautiful when you wake up jo." He says to me. "Thank you hero." I said back to him. I look up at him "I am sorry jo I really am." He says to me. I just don't understand why?. Why did he do this ?. I close my eyes and take a deep breath and ask the question they had been in my since he came back."why hero". Why did you just leave? I ask him and he takes a deep breath and responds "jo I did it to keep you safe. I have a lot of stuff that was going on back then. And I am we just scared. Scared that I was going to lose you." He said to me,opening his eyes.

His eyes are filled with tears. And I hate seeing him like this but he left me alone sad and very depressed "you wouldn't have lost me hero because I wouldn't have let that happen." I said to him and he close his eyes again.
I don't think you're getting it jo." I did everything to keep you safe.
safe from my past safe from everything. He said he it's a voice crack. "Then what don't I get here huh." All I get this is this situation is that you left me because to keep me safe but that didn't keep me safe because it only left me alone and hurt me more don't you understand."

• hello my babies yes I finally updated this I am so happy it reached 10k very proud of my self but until next time
-love Ellie❤️