Tears and pain

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Hero's POV.

I see a shocked Jo that sits up in bed. With extreme confusion on her face. To be honest if I was her I would react the same. But I am not. I see tears stream down her face. And I move closer to her and wipe her tears that come out of her lovely eyes. As she can't fathom me being here in her bed right in her room but I am here for her and little sage our daughter.

I hear her screaming a blood curdling scream. She starts crying apprehensively. She starts "he Is not here he is not here." She repeats herself over and over again crying to herself.  I hear the   baby start crying. Now it looks like I have upset them both. The love of my life and my daughter are right here in my hands. I Know the turning of events we're wrong on my part for leaving Jo.

I didn't want to leave her but I knew I had to to protect her. And now I wish I haven't left her. It's a decision that I regret fairly. I grab Jo's cheek and kiss it. She starts crying even more and closes her eyes.
To save the moment. She opens her bright lovely blue eyes. That are now bloodshot from crying. "Hero is that really you." She asks touching the side of my face. I see tears slip from her eyes. "Yes baby it's me." I say to her. "You look like my hero you sound like him but he died last year you can't be him." She says and it breaks my heart to hear her say it with such a broken soul. "But I am love I am your hero I didn't die sweet heart I never did." I said but now she looks at me with cold eyes. Like she just realized that it was me she takes her hand off the side of my face.

"Hero!." She says in a broken voice mixed with anger. "How!..how!.  I thought I buried you a year ago. I thought you died she starts crying again and then a year later you show up in my house and say your not dead." She says angry. "I fucking needed you I needed you and you left me thinking you were fucking dead you put me in so much pain and you don't even know how you made me fucking feel. I was broken because of you I cried for you. I begged for you. I WAS FUCKING PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD I HAD TO FUCKING DELIVER HER BY MYSELF." She yells. She starts crying again. "YOU FUCKING MONSTER!!." She cries.

"Baby I can explain." I say and she cuts me off. "I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING BABY!!." She yells. "fine Jo just listen to me please." I beg her. "WHY SHOULD I FUCKING LISTEN TO YOU WHY??!." She says. She gets up off the bed and takes a crying baby out of a bassinet. "Because I want you to hear my side." I say to her and she looks at me like I am fucking crazy. She laughs through her tears. "THEN WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING SIDE??!..." She say hold the baby in her arms. "Jo I wanted to protect you I did what I did to protect you!!. I got threatening messages from my dad's and mom's enemies threatening to kill you or harm you so I had to do what I had to do and that was to fake my death and leave so they didn't hurt you." I say "I did it for you!!." I say. "But you still left me alone scared and sad!." She said. ,

"I know and I am sorry for that I really am." I say. I get up and hug her she just melted in my arms. I whisper in her ear "I have always loved you and I will never stop loving you never have never will." I say and kiss her ear. "But you hurt me that hurt will never heal." She says lightly. "I am sorry I will make it up to you for the rest of my life." I say. "But I am hear now and I am not leaving." I say and back away from her to give her some room to breath. She puts the baby back in her little thing. She looks at me for a minute. She runs over and hugs me. I wrap my arms around her not letting her go.
"I have missed you so so much." She cries in the neck. I rub her back and kiss her head multiple times.

"I know you have darling I know baby girl." I say. I continue rubbing her back. "Please don't leave me again." She says and looks up at me with tears in her eyes. "I won't baby I promise." I say wiping her tears. She leans in and so do I. I kiss her soft lips that are meant to be kissed. It takes her a minute to kiss back but she does and it is with need.
She breaks the kiss and says. "I have missed this." She says and I nod. "I have missed this to baby you don't know how much I have missed this." I say and she smiles. "Come on let's cuddle." I say. She nods and gets on the bed and I follow her.

She and I lay down.

I grip her hips and bring her close to me to where I am holding her. "Our baby looks just like you." I say softly to her. And she smiles.

"She really does." She agrees. I run my fingers through her hair. And her breathing goes quiet. She closes her eyes.  She looks like she is finally at peace.
















                         

              Authors Note:

Hello my peeps how are we doing today I hope you are all doing well surprise they are finally back together. There is going to be cute chapters and very hot chatper coming up can't wait for you all to see them. I will not be updating this week because its my birthday week this week I am turning 16 and it's also jo's birth month as well and so I am happy we share a birth month but anyways hope you loved this chapter until next time much love
- Ellie ❤️






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