When its over

Baby and Josephine.

*I put a song for you to Listen to while reading this Chapter Enjoy.*

- "You Will Face Many Defeats In Life, But Never Let Yourself Be Defeated."

(Josephine's Pov.)

"mama." my baby girl Crawls to me and I pick her up. Sage is just the Cutest little one I have ever laid my eyes on. If only hero could be able to see what she looks like. He would fall in love with his daughter when he saw her. If only that would happen. "Hi my baby girl." I kiss her on the head. "You must be hungry, little one." I say and go make her a baby bottle full of formula. I shake the bottle up and go Jr down of the couch and put sage in my arms and feed the bottle to her. Everything has been a mess since hero died.
My life was never the same after hero passed. I was to busy trying to figure out a way after I found out I was pregnant I wad scared,Angry and Saddened that I was doing this alone because when hero was still alive.
We planned on having kids together and hero said he wanted to be here and watch our kids grow up when we had kids. But unfortunately he is not here to watch sage grow up. And I wish he was.

Hero still is my everything and always will be. And not everyday goes by that I don't miss him. But once I found out I was pregnant with sage I knew I had to be strong and take care of myself because that's what hero would have wanted. So I did it was a rough nine months but we both got through it.
I was so happy when I found out that I was having a baby girl because hero would always talk about having a daughter named sage and how he would dress her up in the cutest clothes I just loved earing what he would name his kids and how he would spend time with them it wad just an amazing thing to hear.

[Flashback.]

"Jo." hero says my name. "Yes baby." I smile at him. "When have kids together one day whenever that may be I want a daughter named Sage and she will have your hair color and NY eyes color and she is going to look exactly like both of Us. She will have your traits and my traits and she will have our blood running through her tiny little Vines." he says looking up and smiling at me and j smile back. "Well baby one day you might get your wish MT love." I say to him smiling.
Hero is so cute when he talks about the future and what he wants because he is so clear on what he wants and j love that side of him.

[End of Flashback.]

I realize that I am crying my when I come back to reality. I wipe my tears away and kiss the top of Sage's head. Hero did get his wish he Got a baby girl that looks just like both of us. But he is just. It around to see it and that's what hurts so fucking much.

[Flashback.]

I lay in the hospital alone,no one is here beside me. I went into labor this morning. But the doctor said that I was only 9meters dilated so he said give it about another hour before the. Baby is ready to be born. I am scared and alone.I wish I could have told my sister but I didn't so it's too late for that one. I wish hero wad her for her birth.

[1 hour later.]

"Okay Josephine on the count of 1 start pushing." the doctor says. And on the count of 2 I start pushing. "AHHH OH MY GOD." I scream out in pain. I never knew giving birth would hurt this fucking much. "You're doing good Josephine breathe in and out I am gonna need you to start pushing again." he says. I forget to breathe. I just start pushing again. "OWE, AHHHH, AHHHH,." I start crying. I wish hero was here, I just wish he was here. "Alright I see the head just 1 more big push." I push with all the strength that I have left. And that's when I hear Jer scream. My daughter.

[End of Flashback.]

                                  

       Authors Note:

Hello loves, How are we doing this morning? Hope everyone's doing okay. In the next chapter it's gonna be emotional because I'm going to explain how hero Died.😣. So just be ready to get your tissues. But I just love Josephine's and little Sages Relationship like it's just so freaking cute.😭😭😭. Hope you love this chapter until next time.😘.