When its over

Mommy and Daughter lunch with Anna Todd.

- "I could easily forgave his pride, if he had not mortified mine."
                                             - Jane Austin.

(Josephine's Pov.)

I got my baby girl ready for her to meet Anna. I am very excited and kind of nervous for her to be meeting Anna. I am kind of having mixed Feelings about it but in the end I feel like it's a good idea. I want everyone to meet this little girl of mine. She is very special to me. She reminds me of her daddy so much. But I wouldn't have it any other way. I dressed her up in a little cute dress that is a mint color looking dress with mint color looking Shoes and I put her blonde hair up in blonde pigtails. My little girl looks so cute wearing pigtails in her hair. I put her in her highchair and fixed her some baby snakes and I put on Loony Toons the Cartoons that should make her while I go get dressed I think to myself.
I go into my room and pick out some clothes for me to wear. And I get halfway dressed when I hear my baby girl screaming and crying and I hear what I thought was a door shut. I run out into the living room and rush to my daughter's side. I pick her up and cuddle her and try to get her to stop crying.

"Hey baby shhh mommy is here little one." I say to her to claim down. This is fucking weird my little girl never fucking cries like this and who the fuck came into my fucking house I look over to the Kitchen and I see fucking flowers on the fucking table!!!. I left the room for 1 fucking minute with my daughter in the fucking living room she could have been kidnapped because if me Oh my god. Am I a bad mother?.
I mean I left her alone to go get dressed and something like this happens. This is some weird ass fucking shit. I don't know anyone who would just walk in my fucking door and bring me fucking flowers and then leave making my daughter scream.
Next time I know for fucking sure to never leave my daughter alone to go get dressed.

My little one is still crying so I walk in my room and look in her crib for her pacifier and I find it in her little blankets I have her pacifier to her and lay her down in her crib so she can take a little nap before we have lunch with Anna I don't want her to be Cranky. I finish getting ready and do my hair and makeup. I curl my blonde hair to perfection and I'm all done.
Hero would have loved seeing me dressed up; he would have complimented me. "Stop that Josephine stop thinking about him it's gonna Make you sad and cry yourself to sleep so don't.
Even go there.

I get sages' stroller out of my closet because Anna sent me the address of the place we were eating at. I walk over to Sages crib and see that she is asleep so I decide to not use the stroller I pick her up. And I grab my purse and locked my house door so no weird fucking things keep fucking happening I walk 15 minutes to the Restaurant Where we were eating at. Once in am there I go inside and tell the Waitress huh I was here to see And they Took me right to the table. There I saw her Standing right before me.All the fears just kicked in. But I made my way forward to where she was standing." Hello Jo. " Anna says smiling at me. Its so good to see her face. I Have missed her so much. She was like a second mother to me. "Hello Anna." I say to her smiling big. Anna sees what I have in my arms. I immediately sit down at the table holding my little love Bug in my arms. "Aww who is that in your arms is that your sisters baby aww she is so cute." she says in her loving Voice.
"Anna she is not my sister's baby This is mine and hero's baby." I tell her and she looks at me shocked as hell.
"Wait so hero got you pregnant?." she asks me. "Yes hero got me pregnant." I say to her. "I don't  want to come off rude or anything but he is dead Jo." she tells me with a frown.
"Anna it's really Complicated situation but after hero's funeral I found out that I was pregnant. Remember when I kept running to the bathroom and Vomiting during hero's funeral service?." I ask her. "Well I thought that you were just overall sad and you wanted hero." she tells me. "No Anna it was because I was pregnant." I tell her.
"Oh why didn't you tell me Jo? I would have been there for you and helped you Jo." Anna asks me. It Was very selfish of me to not tell the people that I loved when I was pregnant.

All I have as an excuse was because hero died and it didn't matter telling anyone I was pregnant.
"I was scared Anna. I was caught up in the mourning that I didn't think about telling people I was having a baby I know that was selfish of me I know but you have to understand I wasn't in the right state of mind back then." I say with tears in my eyes. "I know Jo but I would have at least expected you to tell us after you were done mourning." she tells me and I nod because what she is saying is true.But I chose the other way around. O didn't tell them what happened and it was my fault but the past is in the past. Let's work on the future.
"So what's her name." Anna asks me,smiling. "Her name is Sage Olivia Fiennes Tiffin." I say to Anna smiling at the little bundle of joy that I have in my arms. "That's a very pretty name. Jo hero would be very proud of you. I hope you know that. Anna says to me. Making me smile.

                             

                   Authors Note:

Heyyy everyone Surprise surprise long chapter. Wonder who came in Jo's house while she was getting dressed and left flowers?. Kind of creepy right. Jo is such a good mom its just so cute. Anyways hope you like this chapter and a whole bunch of things are coming that will maybe shock you but i'll save that for when the time comes anyways until next time much love Ellie.😘