Too Fat *Michael. Clifford *

Chapter 8

Michael

I actually meant it I'm falling in love with Cecilia she makes me feel like I can be myself. It's weird okay have you ever been around someone you liked so much but after like a geek. It's the same thing with guys we go through those things too.

Cecilia has this grasp on me she doesn't know it's this weird control. Her smile lights up my world like nobody else.() When I look at her I wish she saw the beauty I saw the way her hair falls perfectly below her shoulders.

How her cute laugh makes me feel happy, I never thought I could be in love . When I'm around her its like I freeze I go brain dead. That everything I wanna say was gone.

I get lost of words when I'm around her, when I said I love her I genuinely meant it. I have so much to say but it's not coming out. People think we should have all this confidence but we get low quickly we get nervous.

Cecilia makes me nervous ,Cecilia makes me smile, Cecilia makes my heart pound so hard . The feelings I'm feeling are way beyond words, when I told her that the only emotion I felt was love.

I wanted to show her she was beautiful that heaving extra weight doesn't stop that. Being tall or looking different doesn't make her any less. Everyone is beautiful in their way but it upset me that society image.

I get so upset when Cecilia is afraid to show her skin. I get upset when dhe loose confidence around other people. I want to go on my knees and literally tell her all the reasons why she's beautiful and that you don't have to be a size 12 or 5 to be beautiful. God dank you can be any weight and you can be beautiful. Everyone is beautiful God Damm it I just wish she knew.

I want to show her I actually do love her.