Too Fat *Michael. Clifford *

Chapter 9

~Cecilia

My heart is racing like a race car I can feel ny heart jumping out my chest. I hope I'm not dreaming the emotions I feel are so unreal . I'm still dying over the kiss and now the L word I sit their in complete utter shock.

After Michael dropped me off I just suck in everything. I walked around and just smile grew across my face all I could do was giggle like a dork. The Michael Clifford like me not just like but love me .

I just think maybe a guy like him can like a girl like me maybe it's true size doesn't matter. Maybe I was just blinded by the stereotypical world thAt I was blinded in what was in front of me. I've never felt so happy so giddy so warm in side it felt like I was in complete bliss.

I look out the window and look at the dark blue sky and smile something about the sky always interest me. The way you can just get lost in the lost the mysteries that happen.

I crept out my room hoping to find Michael as I was walking I heard a sweet tune playing. I walk into the balcony and to find Michael sitting on the chair , he looked so cute in deep thought. I made myself clear and he smiles at my appearance. It's weird how one person can change everything.

I was never the type to let a guy to make me feel happy about myself but this isn't the case . He showed me something, he showed that I was beautiful that I was worth something.

I started to speak " Michael about the kid's he cut me off and said " I know I had no permission to but I couldn't help my feeling. " I watched how he kept talking consistently.

I smile the way he looked at me I didn't know what was going through me but before I knew it I ran up to him and smashed my lips on to his.

Our lips moved in perfect sync the way he held me so gently made me feel like I was in a fairytale. I gently parted our lips and said "Michael I love you too".

He giggled like an idiot and I just Kissed him I felt like me and Michael were something. I wasn't trying to worry about the doubts now .

I was only going to live in the moment because nothing can break this bond right now. All I knew is Michael loves me and I love Michael Clifford. It's those feelings you never really get over like being dumb struck. I know its going to hit me soon but let's not worry about that.

Author's Note: Okay so I'mmaking a schedule for updates.  I'm probably doing every friday or Saturday so you'll be expecting more of me. Love you darlings. Stay beautiful