Too Fat *Michael. Clifford *

Chapter 14

Cecilia
I never thought I would see myself here, it's been 2 months and everything is great. Day by day in learning how to love myself. You know the saying you can't love someone until you learn to love yourself first. Well for one that saying is complete bullshit, because that's not easy. If all you've known for sibling is hatred and pain loving yourself is probably the most biggest challenge to accomplish. Then if you have someone on the way teaching you and slowly showing what you've been missing out on life the beauty of everything . Michael showed me everything he showed me the skin on I'm in is beautiful the little pudge that stick out in some of my tops is beautiful . That it's okay that I can't get my hair completely straight. All it took was him to show me the way and it was my choice if I wanted to live in that box. That box that stopped from me living my life . The box that held me hostage with my own thoughts, well it was time to say goodbye to that box.
"Babe?"
" yeah?"
" what were you doing I brought lunch I called you."
"Oh I'm sorry I was just writing and I don't know I got lost in my thoughts it's stupid but was the trip Antonios okay ?"
"Yeah just a little traffic but anything for you. Nothing you do is stupid Cecilia?"
"I know I just write and I get lost ya know like I'm somewhere completely different.."
" Do you mind if I read it?
" no of course." I lightly smile.
I watch his eyebrows furrow and his eyelashes settle on his beautiful face. His breathing was so calm he looked like art. Do you ever just look at someone and just admire everything about them. That everything that seemed dark is now full of light.
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I was pulled into tight embrace he always smelled so good . I laid my face into his neck.
"You should do something with this.. Your writing is so hypnotic like girls who went through what you felt can connect with you with a whole new level. Cecelia this beautiful I didn't know you can write like this."
"You really think girls can benefit from this?"

" yes of course society is very cruel and young girls need a way out. Your writing is a perfect way. Someone who's been through it all."

I brought him into a tight embrace. "Thank you for always believing in me."
" Thank you for letting me show you how deeply amazing you truly you are."

A/N

Sorry I went ghost on y'all but it's been hectic . Just know I won't forget about y'all writing is very important to me and I wouldn't drop it in for anything in the world.