Too Fat *Michael. Clifford *

Chapter 1

❄Celica ❄

Today was the day the day that I meet my angles. The reason why I have a smile befor I walk into school. I'm not being dramatic ether. Have you ever listen to music and it just made you happy. Just the sound of there voices bring a glimer to your heart. That's what it was like for me,and 5 sauce (5) isn't just the reason but the main reason. Like I had fall out boy,greenday. But something about 5sos made me happy like they gave me hope. They taught me how to be bad and let go. That the little imperfection make you beautiful. This night was supposed to be my everything. To forget the glares the girls sent me walking to my seat. Being a big girl wasn't great if you wanna say that. People always staring pointing out your flaws. Making you feel little of yourself because you weren't a size five or 0. They will do anything possible to make you feel bad. Like it's a commonly known to b pick on the fat girl. I feel like some of the things they say are true. I'm a size 17 my hips are wide my boobs are double d's. My hair is a natural red hazelnut eyes very pale skin. Sounds pretty right? I'm not until you see me, you know when they say never judge a book by its cover. It's like that but no mtter what you are judged anyway. I look at my clock its 5:38 , I looked thru my closet. I wAsn't the girly girl type. I grabed my light blue jeans my white high converses and white nirvana shirt. I took a 20 minute shower and did my hygiene thing. I through my hair to some up and some down. I curled my bang. I look in the mirro with satisfaction. 6:17 "mom are you ready"I shouted. "Yes, honey I'll be in the car." I ran down the steps with pure delight. Today was the day I meet them. I hop in the car and plunged in my headphones while try hard played in my ears. I let my phone on shuffle the whole way. I was in the middle of good girls when the car came to a complete stop. I was at Gillette stadium I am standing where my idles are about to preform. I kiss my mother goodbye and she will pick me up at midnight . I get my ticket out and go to the stand. I wait in line like the rest of the girls, they glare at me while I stand in line. I could hear the faint whispers behind my back. The name calling and the snickering I swallowed the lump in my throat. It's finally my turn they stamp my hand and I walk through the building filling the cool air on my skin. I walk into the arena finding my seats. I see the girls eye me with hatred as I walk onto the feild. I sit down in the chair and then the lights dim and my beauties come on stage. Calum runs on stage in a circle and goes back. I giggle at his sillyness mikey walks in with his pink hair on point. They all come on stage and ashton starts banging his drums. Then superhero plays ! We all start screaming at there beautiful voices . I loose breath did mikey just smile st me , No he didn't just forget it (she says this mentally) .

My favorite song starts to play Only reason

"The Only Reason"

Oh oh,

Oh oh,

Oh oh,

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Don't talk, let me think it over

How we gonna fix this?

How we gonna undo all the pain?

Tell me, is it even worth it?

Looking through a straight line

Taking back the time we can't replace

All the crossed wires

Just making us tired

Is it too late to bring us back to life?

[Chorus:]

When I close my eyes and try to sleep

I fall apart, I'm fighting hard to breathe

You're the reason, the only reason