Lowkey: 2 | rosekook

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Just as I was about to take my leave, Jungkook held my wrist. Stopping me from vanishing out the door.

"Stay here." he casually said.

I looked at him with questioning eyes, and looked at Hyeri who is now smiling like a fool.

I half-heartedly smiled at her and met with Jungkook's eyes again.

"O-okay."

He nodded. "Hyeri, you can tell uncle that I can come visit. I'll just message you." He said, not breaking the eye contact we're awkwardly making right now.

"Great!" Hyeri clasped both hands together, with the smile never leaving her face. "I'll take my leave then!"

"He's not having an affair. By the way." she whispered.

Hyeri left the room, filling it with silence now.

I don't know why I always feel like I a wife to Jungkook, even though we're not married yet. Yes, I might be acting really weird. But! I don't freaking know where it is coming from!

It's not like I like Jung—

WHAT THE FU—

Calm down Park Chaeyoung! This is not you!

R-right? It's not like I like Jungkook?

Well, that is an acceptable reason why I'm acting weird,

No!

Liking someone is different from loving them. Right, maybe I just 'admire' Jubgkook as a 'friend' or acquaintance?

Seriously, my mind might explode!

"What do you need?" I asked, covering the shakiness of my voice.

"You okay?" His voice now gentle and soft as if he's talking to something important and fragile.

His eyes also shows the pure gentleness he's giving me.

"Um. Yeah! Just had a tiring day." I managed to say. Damn it!

Just looking at him and the warmth he's giving me by gently rubbing his thumb by my wrist, somehow calmed me.

"You..." I stopped. Somehow by the way he's acting. I sense something. But I don't want to be assuming, so I'll just keep it to myslef.

"...need anything?" I continued.

In just a snap, he came back to reality. "Right." He dug his pocket and got a baby blue colored box.

Is this....

"We've been living together for months now and I just completely forgot about this." He said, heaving a sigh.

I smiled. It's the only thing I can do at this moment! Fuck!

"Um..." He opened the little box, revealing a diamond ring I saw at Tiffany & co. the other day. "Shit, what will I say?" he mumbled. I heard that!

He kneeled infront of me, still cursing under his breath.

"Will you... marry me?" He asked.

He finally said it! *sarcastically*

"Of course!"

He looked in disbelief.

"It's not like we still need these stuff. We're bound to get married anyways." I said.

I'm not assuming or anything, but I think I just saw his face turned upside down.

"Now stand up." I held both arms and forcing him to stand, which he obliged.

"R-right. What's the use of this?" He muttered.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing," he shook his head and smiled. "Wear this." giving me the box.

I'm pretty sure I heard something!

"Okay." I then wore the ring.

"You must be tired. Go rest." He said facing his back towards me. The temperature of the room somehow evaporated or something.

"Okay...?" I questioningly said before leaving his office.

The minute I went to my room, I took a cold shower!

Inside the shower, I questioned myslef the things that happened earlier in his office.

He did look... I don't know, hm. He looked...

Disappointed?

As I looked at the diamond ring, I remembered what I've had said.

Did the words I said... hurt him?

Nah, that won't be neccessary! Why would it hurt him!?

It's not like he wanted to give me a ring. We're arranged after all.

Or

Does he want to get married with me?!

Argh! I hate overthinking! I'll just sleep and this will eventually slip off mind.

Hopefully.

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update after a month of break. so sorry, I tried to take care of my mental health atleast for a month. and being on hiatus in wattpad is not really my thing. not updating for a month really gives me nightmares!

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