Troubled (Dallon Weekes' sister)

-8-

Elle-

I parked in front of my house and turned off the engine, I walked to the entrance and opened the door, my parents were sitting on the couch along with Dallon and Brendon, I greeted them and walked to my room, i changed into pj's and removed the bit of makeup i had, then i heard more screamings than the ones in the afternoon, so i went out of my room and sat in the first stair.

"We could have done this a long time ago, but you decided to have stupid Elle" I heard my dad said and just like that my heart sinked.

"Don't you dare to blame this on her! Dad she is my little sister so don't you dare" Dallon said as they continued arguing, poor Bren, this is all akward, i was so clouded by my thoughts that I didn't heard Brendon coming upstairs.

"You know, eavesdropping is not good" Brendon said and I just shrugged, i didn't even noticed that I was crying until Brendon cleaned my cheeks and helped me up, we went to my room and i sat on the window seat and Brendon in the bed, i stopped crying and just sighted "you shouldn't worry about this" he said trying and failing to confort me.

"I should, my parents had never fought like this before, i am really scared, what if i am the one who's guilty?" I asked and choked again with tears, Dallon opened the door carefully and aproached me, he gave me a hug and sat next to me, he just caressed my hair trying to make me calm down.

"Hey, don't cry, everything is gonna be okay, shhh" Dallon said still caressing my hair, i kept silently crying and Brendon was still there staring at us, so so akward, really, Dallon moved and sat in front of Brendon "Elle, what about having vacations, well early vacations?" He said and i stared at him.

"When? Like, now?" I aked and Dallon nodded, my reaction was weird, it was good to go on vacation and not having school, but this was an excuse to leave the house for my parents to argue.

"Yeah, you know, Brend said we could visit Sarah and him in California babe!" He said really exited, so i gave up to his childish smile and nodded my head "Cool! Tomorrow we can buy the tickets!" I nodded my head and smiled, then he hugged me and messed up my hair.

"Stop! You're so childish!" I said joking and laughing at him. Brendon stood up and joined us, i was kind of exited and stuff but also really nervous.

"Hey, you have school tomorrow so you better sleep girl!" Dallon said and kissed my forehead, Bren did the same and walked out of my room closing the door.

I changed into pj's and as i was changing my pants I saw my small cuts, and just sighted, i turned on my lamp and turned off the light bulb, then went under the covers of my bed and plugged my earphones then started listening to random music, until i compeltly fell asleep, then that dream again, it was more like a nightmare, so i woke up around 2 am panting and sweating, i turned on the lamp and plugged my phone in the charger, i was making a big effort to breathe correctly and i kept remembering my dream, eventually i fell asleep again, but the dream wasn't gone...

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

No!! School, again, monday, damn it!
I stood up groaning and went to the shower, i stepped in and felt the water drops on my body and relaxed a bit, i was so sleepy, i washed my hair and body, then stepped out and wrapped a towel around my head and body, i dried myself and dressed in my undergarments, then navy blue jeans, a red sweater and my red converse, then brushed my hair and made a high pony tail, i was early so i sat on the bed and stared to the door in silence, like not thinking a bit, i was just sitting, until the voice attacked, so effing early 'you should use this time to cut' no, i wont, so you better shut up, damn i feel so out of my mind 'do it, you know after last night you want to' no i dont, so stop, i wont hurt myself 'do it you loser' i walked out of the door and went downstairs, everyone was asleep so i just decided to walk to school, i grabbed my bag and plugged my earphones.

A/N: sorry for taking like so effing much! School's been killing me and stuff, and also sorry if this sucks, i'll make it kind of better next chapter!