Troubled (Dallon Weekes' sister)

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Hello! Sorry for taking so damn long, school, exams and shit, but this note is also to say that this chapter will be mostly in Dallon's POV because idk, so yeah, hope you are liking it so far.

Love you!
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-Dallon

I woke up early, but not early enough to say hi to Elle, so I checked my twitter and instagram and Brendon opened my door, we talked for a while and decided it was breakfast time, mum and dad went to work, so we had all day to fool around and play video games.

We cooked breakfast and sat down to dig in, we had some orange juice and we started talking about yesterday's fight, Brendon told me Elle was listening and my heart sinked, everything that happened yesterday was awful, and really unexpected.

"Elle looks really sad man, may be this is affecting her more than we expect" Brendon said and i nodded while chewing my food, he was right.
"Yeah, she hasnt been eating a lot, and she's been tired" i said and then thought about something, i knew it was wrong, but i needed to do it, i had a lot of time "we need to search in her room" i said just like that.
"Really man? She's 17 not 7, may be just talk to her?" Bren said but i knew that if she was sad there could be more chances of her relapsing, and i could not afford that.
"Yes, I am serious, after breakfast we are gonna look in her room, i know it seems i exagerate but i know im not" i said and he just nodded, we finished our food and proceeded to clean the kitchen, after that we went to her room.

I felt really guilty about this, but on the other side, it was the right thing to do, i needed to know what was happening while i was not here, her room was really neat everything in order, i walked to her desk and saw a sketch book so i opened it and saw a lot of makeup drawings, like bottles to contain them, or shades she created, they looked really awesome, and her makeup line was Alive, it was really nice.

"Are you sure we need to be here?" Brendon asked and i just nodded and keep walking, across the room, i opened the closet and saw a shoe box on a shelf, so i opened it and saw little things like letters, and gifts amd a golden little envelope, i grabbed it and saw what frightened me the most, about 15 razors were in the envelope, so i just kept staring at them and kept walking silently, maybe she just keeps them, i opened the bathroom's door and opened the drawer, there were her female products and bandages, alcohol and weigh loosing pills, i sat down in the floor and looked in the trash can, it had nothing but a blood stained bandage, so i started crying, Brendon just sat next to me and hugged me, i remained silent for about five minuted, then i got up and walked out of her room, i was really scared of this, she wasnt supposed to relapse, and i was supposed to be here to support her.

"It's gonna be okay Dallon, you're gonna talk to her and like a family, you will help her okay? may be this vacations will be good for her" Brendon said and i nodded, may be this could help, vacations, being away from home, so i just nodded and remembered about buying the plane tickets.

We went to my room again and turned on the lap top, i opned the airport's web page and bought our tickets as soon as possible, but i was still concerned, i needed to talk to her, but i was planning in my mind what to say. I glanced my clock and saw time passed really fast, it was almost 1 in the afternoon, so may be in half an hour Elle was coming home, so I just proceeded to pay for the tickets and Brendon and I went back to the living room to watch tv.

Elle-

School was over YAAY! i was so grateful, bithces were bothering me again because i am a fatass, so i just didn't ate even though i was starving, but i had a great time with my bestie and with Gabe, it's weird, to say he is not my best friend anymore, he is my boyfriend, and that is really good, but it's weird, i guess i just have to get used to it.

I was walking out of my classroom and to my locker and saw Annya waiting for me along with Gabe so i quickly got all my things into the locker and walked towards the exit, i walked with them to our usual spot and we talked for a while, I told Annya about my parents and the weird stuff going on and she just listened and tried to understood what was happening, but i know it's difficult for her to get it, after fifteen minutes or so everyone walked to their respective homes, Annya and I walked together for a while and we were talking about Gabe and that stuff.

"You never told me you liked him!" Annya joked and i realized i didn't, and that it was weird because i just saw him as my bestie, like my other brother, and kissing him was the most akward thing to do, so i told Annya that, and she agreed in the conclusion that i needed to tell him that, we reached my home and she dropped me there and continued walking a few more houses to get to hers, i pulled out my keys and opened the door, i didn't expected what was coming.

Dallon-

We were watching tv and i heard the door opened, my heart started racing so effing fast, and Brendon smiled showing sympathy. Elle walked towards us and said hi, kissing my cheek and Brendon's, he excused himself and went outside to talk to Sarah, i guess.

"So what did you two did today?" Elle asked and smiled, i examined every detail of her corporal language and she looked almost normal, except it was pretty hot and she was wearing a cardigan, which just was a signal that everything was true.

"nothing, look Elle, we need to talk" i said really fast, she just stared at me in fear and got up, i grabbed her hand and she sat again. "I know you relapsed" and her face just as my heart fell.

"that's not true" she said and her eyes were watery "i did not, i did not!! that is not true!" she said really exasperated, and upset, her tears started falling, and my heart was sinking once again.

"it is true, love, i know it, and you do too, why don't we talk about it" i said and felt like really weird, she just kept crying and i hugged her "shhh, im not mad, i am just scared, shhh" i caressed her hair and she just keep shaking her head saying 'no'

"i didn't meant to, i am sorry Dallon" Elle said and i just nodded, i didn't knew what to say, so i just remained silent as she cried "i'm sorry, please don't be mad at me" she said and i hugged her

"i can never be mad at you, just please, dont do this, please, it hurts me that you do this,okay? Im sorry i wasnt with you" i said and she hugged me for a while

"not your fault, i did this to myself, im sorry Dallon" she said "can i go to my room and sleep?" i shook my head and with all the pain in my heart i told her to stay here.

"you can't be alone, sleep here okay?" she just cleared her tears and nodded, she curled up in the couch and closed her eyes, after a while she fell asleep and i kissed her forehead wishing it was just a dream but knowing it was not.