Troubled (Dallon Weekes' sister)

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Elle-
1 month later....
After that chaotic night, there was relief, and for a while everything seemed okay, even if the voice inside my head told me something, I would just ignore it. We went to Brendon's house for a break, just Dallon and me, Sarah and Brendon, and we had a greaaaat time! But the voices still were bothering me, reminding me that Annya and Gabe were not my true friends, still I thought they were, even they were certainly not thrilled about the idea of me leaving 3 weeks, they thought it was really stupid, Annya was already mad at me because mum told them I relapsed, Gabe tried to be understanding, but she got mad like shit, we had this little fight and arranged it, but, i knew we were certainly not in good terms.

As for Dallon, he came home with me because he wanted to be with me in graduation day, that is now 1 month far, finally i will be able to scape that hell hole. I am almost 18, and my mum want me to have a party, i guess she doesnt get that i have not much friends, and from the few i have, 2 are upset with me, which are worth the most.

In this one month lapse i didn't looked up for any college, my Dad is mad about it and my mum a bit disappointed, I guess i couldn't fulfill their expectations, but who can? 'Certainly not you' oh shut up.

My alarm was pounding and as i opened my eyes i tried to turn it off. Then i rubbed my eyes carefully and stood up, a few seconds later i walked to the bathroom and started my daily shower. I was thinking about how my friend would resct today in school because i've been absent for a month and they are mad and i just don't know 'they hate you bitch' no, they are just worried 'they hate you, stop pretending' stop confusing me, God!

After i finished taking my shower, i stepped out and wrapped the towel around myself, and walked back to my room, i selected black skinny jeans, a black 'Nomal People Scare Me' shirt and to cover scars, my red cardigan, and my red converse, i tied my hair in a ponytail and did my makeup routine. After that, i went downstairs and Dallon was making breakfast so i sat down and he handed my a glass of juice and a plate of waffles, so i just stared at it, i needed to pretend to be recovered, for my family, i ate a bit and played with the food, then ate another bite and repest the same process, until Dallon gpt frustrated and told me to go to school, i quickly got into the restroom and puked, until my stomach was empty of all that shit, then brushed my teeth and smiled at the mirror 'pretend' okay.

Dallon drove me to school and kissed my forehead saying goodbye, i stepped out of the car and waved bye, he drove away and i walked straight to the usual spot where Annya and Gabe were, and in deed, they were there, both talking and laughing, but i noticed something different in Annya, she was smoking, and my head got like wut?

"Hey guys" i said and waved, they both looked up at me and waved back. Gabe hugged me and Annya kept smoking and just smiled casually.
"We missed you Elle" Gabe said and i nodded my head.

"I missed you too guys, but we're together now" i said and Annya threw the cogarrete to the grass and stomped her foot on it.

"Yeah, but we only had one month, if you hadn't decided to cut again we would have had more time" Annya said i got a confused look, Gabe just looked down and shook his head and hot blood ran through my veins.

"Really! You think i wanted this? Annya, you are such a bitch, stop thinking you get what is like to cut! If you are mad at me, its okay, but the that means we are cleary not best friends" i said and walked away, i was so mad at her, it was pretty stupid, i mean like really? I walked to class and accidentally pushed Bettany(bitch) and her reaction was to push me bacl, so i fell backwards.

"You stupid pig, how dare you to push me?" She said so with all the anger i had inside i got up and scratched her fucking face. "You're gonna regret it bitch, you're gonna wish you harmed and went too deep" she said and i just walked away to my classroom.

A/N this chapter is dedicated to my fellow friend PwoperMuser1 who I really appreaciate and love:)x.