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𝔗𝔞𝔩𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔬𝔬𝔫

HEY BESTIES 😻😻😫❤

HOW Y'ALL FINE ASSES DOING?

Not me actually posting regularly 🤠🤚

ANYWAYS 

I realized I was too nice to y'all, so I made an angst 🥵

Thank me later ❤❤

Dead AU

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𝓘 𝓼𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝔂 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯

It's been 3 years since Sakusa's death and Atsumu still couldn't get over him. They've been best friends for a couple of years, but little did the other know, Atsumu had a major crush on him ever since they first met. The two would always be together and sit with each other in their secret hidehout, a small yet beautiful garden Sakusa found when he was a kid. Now, after Sakusa's suicide, he sits by himself, thinking about what he could've done to stop him from killing himself.

𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷 

When Atsumu was small, his mother always said that when someone dies, they go to the moon to watch over their loved ones. Atsumu first thought it was stupid but after Sakusa's death, he began ' talking ' to him over the moon, telling him his day, ranting to him about his brother, and reminding him how much he misses him and always ends their conversation with a ' I love you Omi '.

𝓢𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾

After Sakusa's death, Atsumu has been heavily depressed, cutting himself, forcing himself to not eat. He missed Sakusa and cries himself to sleep every night, which causes him to be sleep deprived. He blames himself for not being there when Sakusa was still alive.

𝓘𝓷 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮

Due to Atsumu's sleepiness, he sometimes get delusional, thinking Sakusa is till alive, cuddling him, holding his cheek and landing soft kisses on his nose. He knows Sakusa is gone, but what cand he do about it? His family and friends know about his condition and always tries to help him in their best way they could without Atsumu having a mental breakdown.

𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓸

Whenever Atsumu ' talks ' to Sakusa, he imagines his responses, his expressions and.. his smile. Even though he's constantly reminded that Sakusa isn't here with him, he always block out those comments and imagines Sakusa watching Atsumu from the moon, smiling proudly at him, accomplishing his dream and eventually finding someone else.

𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓷...

I know I skipped some parts, but it was kinda repeating.

Hope y'all like it 😫❤

I hate angst so making this was a pain in the ass.

Sorry if it was short, I chose that verse.

BYE BABIES ❤❤❤❤❤ (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧