The Way i loved you.

without me

Maybe I lost you; and maybe it was the best for both of us

Or maybe it was for me.

But you don’t even think that I’m happy about that.

I’m crying

I’m screaming

I’m sad  

And lately I’m getting used to hiding my emotions,

So they stop worrying about me.

Sometimes I want and need to them realize that I’m screaming in silence

All I need is a hug from you.

I can’t believe you didn't even try

Try to fight for us

I did

I really did.

The worst was knowing what you thought about me.

I can’t believe you think that way about me.

Seven winters were wasted with you.

I realize that right now.

And all I think that I was stupid,

And selfish.

Everything I ever wanted

was to be happy with my family and friends

And now I’m alone.

You thought I was toxic,

But the only toxic between you and me, was you.

Are you happy now?

I’m not, if you ever cared to ask.

I really hope that you will happy and in peace

Without me.

Because I’m going to be happy and in peace someday

Without you.  

Es mi primer poema en inglés, no sean crueles conmigo aunque nadie Lee esto xddd