It's really hard to finally believe in what you fought so hard not to believe in.
It's like you finally realize, you were the fool and there is no one else to blame
You were so blind that you didn't even notice the warning the world was giving you!
But you adored being in the dark, didn't ya?
you believed it's the right thing, but you know what hurts more the fact you were not blind but you chose to be.
It's really painful to finally get it.
You silenced all those people and accused them to be mistaken, and then you figure out what... you figure out that you were lying to yourself
You ignored every one, every word and every voice and chose to believe only in one thing or maybe in one person
You believed the world was a beautiful and peaceful place while in fact it was nothing but a dismal forest
And now you're finally seeing it you feel your soul aching, screaming and shouting
It's like there is a storm inside taring everything apart, taring you apart, yet
you don't even know how to stop it, don't know how to deal with it
It's like every thing stopped all of a sudden and you found out how innocent were you.
You keep wanting that person you once were to get back but you can't
Because this beautiful soul have left forever and it won't come back.
But god !! how it's so hard to adapt to this new persona.
God!! how it so hard to adapt to the people around you .
You trusted them once and you fell so hard
You know you should not generalize not all people are the same
Or are they ؟!
You lost trust in everything and you don't know what to do anymore
Even those who once hurt you you still love and still care for but it just so hard to deal with them again
It's just so hard to trust them again
It just so hard to see them again
You decided to stay away though it hurt you, however it hurts even more to stay with 'em.
It's like torture!
You can't stay away yet you are burning when you're near
It's like an endless cycle of agony you have no control over. Or can you?
Can't you just move on??
Can't you just choose to be happy?
Can't you just for once choose yourself?!!!
YOU ARE READING
Dear us,
AcakTo Anyone who's going to pass by this book please consider letting your masks fall off and try with me to accept the real you, this book will teach you and me in the process which i hope so to love,face,speck ourselves in order to embrace the new us...
